Constraint >>H.S

Chapter 27

My arms wrapped around his naked neck while our lips moved with each other in sync. Our bodies slightly moved against each other in slow motion,turning us both on.
My hand ran down his well trained stomach. We both almost forgot about the fact that we were only a stair away from his parents.

"Alli...A-Alli mom and Robin..." I stopped and looked up to the door and bite my lip.I let out a sigh and sat up from him.

"Right..." I chuckled a bit awkwardly looking down in the blanket I were wrapped in.
"I should maybe go home yeah?" Harry just looked at me blankly with the back of his head resting in his palm.

"Why do you always have to go?..." he asked,mumbling and furrowing his eyebrows. I opened up my mouth to speak but slowly closed it to think.

Harry is right,I always leave and that is just because I am afraid. Afraid to make a awkward and embarrassing barrier between us and I didn't want to look stupid.

"Because...Never mind I'll stay" Harry didn't give me a smile nor did he say anything he just looked at me with his green eyes.

"Harry me,mom and R- Oh god!" Fast Harry sat up with the blanket around him and with me in his arms along with the blanket.

"You must be Alli...I am Gemma" Fast I grabbed Harry's hoodie and pulled it over my head.

"It's not what you think...I-I was just about to leave..." I fast got up from the bed and walked over to my clothes.

When I looked back to the bed Harry were just sitting there,looking down in his hands. I did feel bad but I didn't want Harrys older sister to think of me as a stupid teen,because I wasn't.

"I'll text you...Yeah?" I mumbled as I walked over to Harry. He wasn't looking at me he just sat there nodding slowly. God I felt bad but I had to leave.

I kissed the top of his head and fas walked out from the room,struggling to put my jeans on.I shook my head and let out a big sigh. I tried to not feel bad but that wasn't like me;I felt extremely bad and guilty for the sad expression that was put onto his face.

I fast got out to my car and jumped in. Before I started to drive away from his house I closed my eyes and shook my head.
The ride were only 10 minutes and it felt extremely weird to get home after what me and Harry just almost experienced. Since I told Harry I was going to text him that was exactly what I did.

Alli: Hey,Sorry for before...

I sighed and laid myself down on the couch just starring at the screen and waiting for an answer.
5 minutes passed and finally my phone gave away a sound of an text.
I grabbed the phone and fast opened up my texts.

Harry: You never really answered my question...

I bite my lip and furrowed my eyes in a try to think of what he meant but nothing really popped up in my head. Another reason to feel bad.

Alli: I don't really...remember what you asked.

Harry: Why so you always leave?

I sucked in a breath and looked up in he roof and thought of a way to explain this. It was really hard to explain,I almost can't even explain it to myself.

Alli: Harry I am just scared to fuck things up you know.

Before I could think any longer I sent away the simple explanation. It didn't take long for Harry to answer though which meant he also were sitting, starring at the screen of his phone.

Harry: First of all;please don't curse and second of all; you don't have to be afraid because I am pretty sure I am the one who should be afraid and nervous here. I have never been with a girl before while you have been with many boys before.

I smiled small for myself and bit my lip. I fast clicked I his number and pressed the green button.
Only 2 signals went of and then Harry answered.

"Alli?" He breath out quietly making my heart melt. God I loved when I said my name.

"Harry" I replied and bite my lip hard while turning on the speaker and placed to phone in my chest.
"I would rather talk with you and hear your voice rather than to text...especially about something like this"

Harry went quiet but I could still hear his slow and calm breaths through the phone which made me oddly calm.

"Yeah...yeah I guess so" he finally spoke up.
"As I said you are more used to this so...why be afraid?" I closed my eyes and sighed out,thinking of what to answer.

"Harry I haven't been with many and that doesn't really matter...right now I just...Isn't it clear I want to be with you right now? And not talk about my past with other dickheads...Sorry for my choice of names" I ran my hand through my hair and looked down on the screen.

"You what?..." Harry asked along with his so called famous little nervous cough. I let out a little giggle and looked up back I the roof.

"I want to be with you..." I said again,excited to hear what Harry's reaction would be.

"You do? Alli don't..d-don't joke like that"

"No! No Harry why would I ever joke about something like that?" I fast asked while sitting up.

I wanted Harry to understand that this is something I didn't joke about and would never joke about at all. Not with him or with anybody else. I take feelings seriously and at this time I really felt something for this extremely handsome and adorable guy.

"Like...you mean..like me? You like me?" His voice once again made my heart melt slowly into a big messy lump of amazing feelings.

"Yes Harry..." I sighed out.
"I like you" I furrowed my brows because of how the feelings in my body felt truly amazing while I said those three simple words that meant a lot.

"I like...Um..I like Alli- I mean.." he coughed.
"I like you too" the smile on my face that I didn't think would be able to grow any bigger grew a 100 times bigger and my heart now exploded.

"Yeah?..."

"Mhmm..."he mumbled before we both went quiet like we always do,well...most of the times.

"What are you doing now yeah?" I asked to break the little awkward but amazing silence.

"I um..still in bed. Gemma asked a lot. Even though I told her the truth she didn't believe me" he frowned and I let out a chuckle.

"Well the good thing is themat we at leat know what really happened" I could hear his little giggle at the end of the line even though I could hear that he tried to hide it.

How could you not like this boy? How could you not think good of this boy? How could you possibly hate this boy? And how could you possibly bulky this boy for his OCD? Louis is stupid and so are the other people that looks down on Harry. Harry is someone who needs exactly as much love as we others. He isn't different in a way we're we have to bully him. I could still not wrap around my finger how someone could hate this boy.

"Harry you sound  tired...maybe you should take a little nap" Harry didn't replay but I could hear his small soft snores at the end of the line making me giggle quietly.

"Sleep deep Harry..." I whispered before hanging up the phone.