Constraint >>H.S

Chapter 42

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When I woke up I could feel Harry's chest rise and fall under my body slowly. After the romantic moment yesterday we both took a quick shower together with cute giggled and kisses,it was an absolutely perfect way to end the day.

I looked to him and smiled huge at the sight of his messy hair lying over his beautiful,closed eyes. His pink lips were slightly opened,god I just wanted to kiss him. His chest were bare and the heavy blanket only covered the lower area of his body. I kissed his cheek and grabbed the blanked and dragged it over his cold chest.

I just couldn't get over all the mixed feelings yesterday. The only reason I could get through my mothers funeral was because of the comfort Harry gave me while I was speaking and before we entered the church and the people's companies. My heart was absolutely breaking that evening but it ended with Harry healing it with his love that he poured over me.

The butterflies started to wake up inside of me at the thought of Harry's sweet and gentle touches on my naked skin,sending shivers down my spine. The way his eyes looked into mine as he bursted out. I could see fear,nervousness,enjoyment and relief. He looked beautiful,he looked like art that was so pure that no one really had given enough love to but now it was my time to do that.

I stroke my hand over his forehead and pushed back his soft hair with my fingers. His eyelids was lying heavily over his beautiful eyes making small twitches from my touches.

"Alli?..." he whined out with his extremely raspy morning voice.

"Hey...Sleep honey,you seem tired" I mumbled and kissed his forehead. His eyes slowly opened and looked up to me.
"Don't worry I'm fine just...sleep,will you?" His eyelids slowly laid themselves over his eyes and his lips let out a tired sigh.

"Tired yeah?"

"Yeah...I am sorry if I were a disappointed in bed" I almost gasped at his words and fast shook my head.

"Harry you were amazing" I chuckled with seriousness in my voice. He really were amazing for being new at it all.

"You sure? You didn't even...you know" his cheeks turned hotter and the pale skin turned into a pink colour.

"I know but that doesn't matter okay? You made love to me and I loved it" I whispered and kissed his lips softly which he immediately responded to.

"I won't be able to sleep now" he giggled and stroke his hand over my cheek. I joined him with my own giggles and sat up.

"What about...I go down and get us something to eat and we can stay inside all day? It's really rainy outside" Harry dragged himself up by his elbows and looked out the window.

"Perfect" he giggled and pinched himself in the arm. I looked down in his arm and sighed at the old marks spreading over it.

"Harry...please don't" I furrowed my brows together and placed my hand over his. He looked up confused at me,looking like a big question mark.
I smiled sadly at him and nodded down to his arm.

His eyes sank down to his arm and his lips formed an O. He let go of the skin between his fingers and looked at the red and purple mark. A heavy sigh let out of him and his head shook.