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Chapter 17

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I peaked my head into the room to see a nervous Harry walking around in circles in the middle of the room. Fast his head turned around and his eyes looked in my direction. I gave him a weak smile and he replied with the same type of smile.

"You look...cute" he chuckled in a awkward way and looked down to avoid me seeing the redness that was now spreading over his cheeks

"Thank you..." slowly I walked up to him with small steps looking down in the ground,no Saying a Word.As I looked down in the ground I could suddenly see Harry's feet in front of my own.

Slowly I lifted up my head and looked at him,before he could do anything I wrapped my arms around his waist and laid my head into his chest. A small smile grew onto my face as I could feel his arms snaking around my neck.

"Thank you so much for everything Harry..." I whispered into his neck making my hot breaths bounce against his sensitive skin.

"You don't need to thank me...Alli" He coughed out and looked down on me.
"Why did she...I mean um..." He coughed again but this time very unsure if he should've ask that question.

"She um...she had cancer" i mumbled back before looking up at him. His eyebrows furrowed together and he let out a deep frown while shaking his head.

"Cancer is horrible" as I felt how easy it would be for me to crash down into tears again I hugged Harry even closer to me and laid my head into his chest,God it felt so good that he didn't push me away and the fact that he actually hugged me tighter back.

"Can...can we lay down?..." By walking me carefully to the bed I knew that was a yes to my question.

"Here...Carefully..."He smiled as he held my hand. I nodded and climbed into the cosy,warm bed.
"Good...should I uh..." fast I grabbed onto his hand and dragged him down in the bed next to me,not letting him ask the question.

"Yes..." I smiled small and laid the blanket around us. I turned around to my side to face Harry. We were lying really close to each other and Harry's arms were lying over my waist and around holding he tightly.

"Can I...um...Can I kiss you again?" I asked bitting my lip and furrowing my brows just hoping to hear the answer that I wanted to hear.

"Yes..." I couldn't hear any special emotion in his voice but it was a yes and I just couldn't hold it anymore.

I laid my hand on his neck and crashed my lips to his lips. His lips felt cold and tasted amazing,he tasted like strawberry Chapstick. I loved how his kisses were so soft and gentle even if this turned out to be a make out moment.
Our lips moved in sync perfectly after awhile of kissing I licked his lower lip in a request to let me enter his mouth.
Slightly he opened up his mouth letting my tongue brush against his own.
I loved the feeling we had between us and the small electronic feelings between us too.
It made me calm and strong at the same time.

Our lips suddenly started to slow down and then disconnect. I didn't want to get away from his warmth his aura was carrying. His lips pressed against my forehead making my goosebumps grow onto me.
It was externally quiet and I could feel the nervous feels wounding around Harry.

"Do you...want to do something?...I still feel like I am just in the way" I sighed and looked down in my hands. A frown left Harry's lips as he stroke my cheek.

"Alli...you're not disturbing!You need...sleep maybe? Yeah more..more sleep" he nodded furrowing his eyebrows together. I didn't really want to sleep to be honest,I just wanted to cry but for Harry's sake and my mothers sake I wouldn't because I knew my mother wouldn't want me to cry but,what would you do if your parent died?

"Yeah...Okay" To give Harry some space I flipped around back to lay on my back and threw the blanket over my legs. Harry though was still lying on his
Side,facing me. I could feel his eyes on me as my own were glued to the window above us.

"Do you have any dreams?..." I managed to ask without even thinking twice about it. A hum appeared to the side of me and the bed managed to moves as he moved closer to me.

"I uh...it's ridiculous...I don't.." I coughed and ran his fingers through my hair.
"I don't talk about it" a small smile grew in my face in curiosity. I wanted to know what this special boy's dream were. What could possibly be the thing he was daily dreaming about.

"Oh come on...Tell me" I tilted my head,dragging my eyes from the window to him instead. Harry was extremely close to me,causing his long strong legs to touch mine.

He didn't lift up his head to look at me,his eyes were fixed on my lushest hair. As usually his eyebrows furrowed together.

"Tell me Styles" This time I actually could let out a true giggle and so could Harry which made my heart melt.

"Don't laugh...because I know it's impossible and...don't laugh" Finally he looked up from my hair and looked down on me with a redness spread over his face.

"Nothing is impossible Harry" I shook my head and laid my hand on his hand squeezing it gently.

"My dream is to..." he chuckled and looked down on our hands.
"Cure...or I don't know if you can say cure but...Cure my OCD" my smile changed in a sad one as I heard his words and saw the hopeless look in his eyes.

"As I said nothing is impossible..." Harry let out a frown along with a humourless chuckle shaking his head. He looked down on me and raised his eyebrows.

"It's a disease Alli,A d-i-" I shook my head fast and laid my hand on his chest.

"I know Harry" I said nodding looking him deeply into his eyes.
"But things can get better. Better by making progress"
Harrys eyebrows raised and he opened up his mouth to speak but soon enough closed it.

"Get what I meant?" In very slow motions Harry nodded,making me understand that he understood me.

"Will you help me?" I widen my eyes at his sudden question and request.

"You want me to help you?" A big smile was now glued on his face and his slow nods now turned into faster nods.
"Okay..yes of course I'll help you" in excitement Harry kissed my cheek a couple of times making a very ticklish feeling grow over my sensitive area.

I let out a giggle and kisses his hand softly.
"Thank you Alli" he smiled. His eyes were shining and they were full of life,I loved seeing him so happy and confident.

"Thank you too Harry.."