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Chapter 43

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"Harry..." I whispered,wanting it all to be a dream but god it wasn't. It was my fault,that is what it was. Suddenly I started to freak out and my body started to shake.
"HARRY!!! OMG!" I cried out and sprinted down the road faster than ever.

The feeling I got in my whole body as I saw his bloody body lying on the ground,I can't explain. I fast got down to him and dragged his upper body into my lap while my arms shakes crazily. I had no idea what to do.

"H-Harry? Harry wake up!..." I cried out and removed his now bloody hair from his also bloody face. His lower lip were swollen and his face were bruised.
"Harry wake up!" I gulped and shook him by the shoulders.
"HARRY WAKE UP!" I cried out and screaming.
"Please!DYLAN DAD!!!" I cried out in pure panic.

Suddenly Dylan and Dad rushed down the street and stopped in front of me with shocked eyes.

"W-what ha-"

"CALL 911! H-HE IS DYING!" At that moment I didn't really know what I said or how I felt,I just knew that it was all my fault and that Harry was now hanging on a line which I pushed him onto.

Dad fast called 911 and explained the whole situation while Dylan ran back inside and got me some
Clothes because I actually ran out in my underwears and I could not care less. I dragged Harry closer to me and placed my forehead on to of his head.

"I-I am...s-so so-sorry" I mumbled and cried out.
"P-please don't leave me" I cried out with pain aching in my chest. The way he were lying in my arms made me feel sick,he looked so small and helpless.

The ambulance arrived after only 5 minutes and the doctors rushed to us.

"Miss Hayes you have to step away from Harry for a moment" I looked to the doctors and shook my head.

"N-no! No I don't want to!" I cried out and held him closer to me.

"Alli...come here now and le-"

"NO I DONT WANT TO!" I cute my dad of and shook my head. I had no idea why I did all this thigh because I knew they had to help him but I just didn't want to let him go.

"ALLISON FOR FUCK SAKE YOUR BOYFRIEND IS BLEEDING TO DEATH STEP AWAY AND JUST GO WITH THEM IN THE AMBULANCE!" Dylan yelled at me really loud. I looked up at everyone and bite my lip. I placed a kiss to Harry forehead and gently stepped away from him and fast threw the clothes on me.

The doctors fast checked his heartbeats,his pulse and the blood pressure. They lifted up his weak body and helped him into the ambulance.
Without no doubt I jumped into the ambulance with them. I sat down on the little chair right behind him with my head underneath me.

I did try to not cry but it was impossible. I had to call Anne and Robin which would be horrible because I knew they were scared something would happen and now it was my fault. I just saw my everything get hit by a car and I just saw all our memories just ash in front of my eyes. I found it so weird that just some minutes ago he were in bed perfectly safe and only hours ago he helped me through the funeral that was really hard and he loved me some hours later with his whole heart. Life is so unfair and I don't life it.

I just lost my mother and I didn't and just could r lose Harry.

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"Miss Hayes?" Fast I looked up from my shaking legs and fast stood up in front of the Doctor.
"Hey,my name is Mr Edward and I have been taking care of Harry the past 3 hours" I nodded and sobbed in as I looked at Mr Edward with terrified eyes.

"He broke some of his ribs on both sides and is covered in bruises but other than that he is fine and now asleep. He is were really lucky" Mr Edward informed with a slight smile.

Relief mixed with guilt were slowly floating inside of me and I just felt like crying but I wanted to look strong.

"C-can I go inside?" I sobbed and bite my lip hard,holding my own hands.
Mr Edward nodding and followed me over to the door.

"Be very calm alright?" I did listen to the doctor,I just didn't have time to answer or look back at him. I opened up the door slowly and closed it behind me.

The way his soar body were just lying there in the bed made my heart ache and break into millions of pieces. This was not supposed to happen.
Slowly I walked over to the bed and sat down on the chair next to him.

"Harry?..." I sobbed and grabbed his very weak hand and kissed it gently.
"I-I love you so much" I sobbed and placed his hand onto my forehead along with mine just closing my eyes,quietly crying.

Of course Harry did not respond,he were just lying there with his bruised face and weak body along with a pale face. Never did I imagine I would experience anything like this with Harry. I called Anne and told everything about what happened and she freaked out and they are already on their way here and would be here tomorrow.

I placed two soft kisses to his knuckles and slowly placed my head onto his lap just shaking,trying to calm myself down but as I started to think more and more and roll the tape of Harry getting hit more and more I could keep any tears in. I made my baby get hit by a car for a stupid thing I wrote in my dairy 3 days ago.

Suddenly I felt how Harry's legs slightly started to move and his hand started to twitch in mine.

"Allison..." fast I looked up and down on his weak pale face. I sobbed in and  sat closer to him.
"My r-ribs hurt..." he groaned with still eyes closed but only with his head moving slightly.

"I know babe...you broke some r-ribs" I sobbed and shook my head at the words.

"Don't call me that...and don't cry...tell me who Drew is" he said emotionless and looked over to my red swollen eyes.

"H-Harry if you gave me the chance to explain this wou-"

"So explain now...Because I think my heart is hurting more than the actual bruises and broken ribs" he sobbed himself and looked deeper into my eyes.

"Drew is my cousin Harry" I sobbed and sat up against the back of the chair looking down with tears.
"He I-is my fucking cousin Harry" I inhaled deeply and shook my head.

When I looked up to Harry his eyes were watering and his lip were trembling.

"I'm s-sorry" he managed to get out before grabbing my hand. I bursted down at that very moment. I didn't want Harry to apologise for anything because all of this was my fault. I should've grabbed onto him and explain.

"N-no Harry please don't say that because this is my fault...Don't you even dare say it's n-not because it I-is" His eyes sank down to our hands which were holding onto each other for dear life.

I placed my two fingers under his chin and gently lifted his head up and placed a very soft kiss to his bruised lips. He gently kissed back and inhaled but let out a groan of pain.

"Ow..." he groaned and pressed his hand to the side were the broken ribs were.

"Hey...slow breath alright?" I smiled and kissed him again.

"Come here...lay with me.." he bite his lip and moved in the bed to make more place for me. I chuckled and stood up.
"Please?" I looked back to the door and sighed out while nodding.

I climbed carefully up in the bed next to Harry and laid my head in his chest while he wrapped his arms around me. I just wanted to open up my eyes and wake up in my bed but I knew I wouldn't.

"Anne,Robin and Gemma is coming here tomorrow...We will leave Manchester together alright?" Harry just nodded and placed a kiss to my forehead.

"Alli...it's not your fault"