Unsteady L.S

20.

Rest in peace Robin, you will be dearly missed ❤

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Harry was so nervous. After the night of the get together, he had been thinking. He wanted to do something for Louis to show how much he means to him. Baking would be his to go thing to do, but that's exactly why he couldn't do it. He baked for Louis all the time so it wasn't special anymore. So naturally, his mind went to sex. He wasn't necessarily completely ready for sex, but he could do something for him.

After Louis had left the next morning, he had got all his courage and went to the internet. He felt dirty when he typed porn into the google's search field. He picked the first site that came up and started looking. The first two videos he clicked, he stopped watching after five seconds. The shock that came to him, couldn't help but make him wonder, why did Niall say that might bring expectations? Based on what he was seeing, he definitely didn't want that.

He soon noticed that all the videos were meant for straight people. He went back to the google search and wrote gay in front of the previous search word and repeated selecting the first suggestion. This time, he was more careful with choosing the video. He stayed clear of everything that had either too vivid picture as the thumbnail or with aggressive words on the name.

Eventually he comes across with a short video. Harry recognises the word blowjob from the title, and clicks on the video. He immediately notices how the scene was fake. The actors', moves were well rehearsed and thought over. And still it didn't look like the characters knew each other at all. When the actual scene starts, he blushes hard.

His cheeks are red through the whole video. The noises the smaller boy are obscene as he takes the other boy's dick deep in his mouth. It's embarrassing, really, how intently Harry follows the scene. He tries to make mental notes on what the smaller boy was doing that drove the other boy crazy. Touching the balls, Harry thought to himself, cover the rest with your hand that doesn't fit in your mouth.

When the video was over, there was still one thing that made Harry feel weird inside. Other than actually watching porn for the first time and getting hard from it, he noticed that he was more willing to do the work than being on the recieving side. Bluntly, he would rather suck dick than have his dick sucked. The thought itself made him blush deeper than before. It was quite silly how flushy he was after thinking about it. He could only imagine what would happen when he was actually blowing Louis.

Speaking of the boy, he was supposed to come over in few hours. Three to be exact, Harry notes as he glances at the clock. He had plenty of time to shower, change his sheets and maybe bake something sweet. He had read somewhere that pineapple made cum taste sweeter, so maybe he'd get some of that too.

Harry stands up from the bed and walks to the bathroom. He had a problem to get rid of. So he strips out of his clothes and gets in the shower. He spends his time under the water flow, making sure to clean well all over.

After he is done, he steps out of the shower and wraps a towel around him. He walks to his closet, leaving a small path of wetness as he goes. Harry puts on boxers, a simple white t-shirt and a pair of black skinnies that looked like they were painted on him. He also slips into white socks and wraps a green bandana around his head.

Happy about the look he was sporting, he makes his way to the kitchen. He goes through the cabinets, writing down all the ingredients he would need. He had his mind set on baking some red velvet muffins and doing a chicken pasta for dinner. It was all simple, but he knew that Louis would appreciate it anyways.

When he has the list ready, Harry walks to his door where he puts on his boots. He makes sure to grab his keys before he exits his apartment and heads out to the store. The walk there went by quickly and before he knew it he was standing in the line waiting to pay.