false hope; joshler [✔]

July 26th

Tyler!
I have good news!
Okay, let me explain.
Apparently after I left yesterday something happened to you.
(don't worry, it's good)
Your heart rate increased.
At first I didn't know whether this was good or not but the nurse told me it was good news herself as I reassured myself.
In fact, the nurse that told me it was a good sign was the one I called a bitch.
Oops.
My bad.
I kinda regret calling her that now but it's already too late and I'm not going to apologize since she'll probably be confused.
I am so happy that this happened.
I'm filled up with so much hope now.
It's nice knowing your body hasn't given up on you.
Stay strong.
I know you can fight this.
I know you can wake up.
I believe in you.
Love, Joshua.