false hope; joshler [✔]

August 7

I kept my promised and visited you.
You were still in your coma and I'm starting to give up on you.
I'm sorry.
Everything was going so well but now everything is going downhill.
I'm always stressed, sad, and I just can't deal with it.
I miss you.
You know that already.
But, what don't you know at this point?
I've practically told you everything in these letters and now I've ran out of stuff to tell you.
Maybe I need a break.
A break from you,
these letters,
work,
'friends'.
A break from everything and everyone.
Maybe I just need some time for myself.
I need to focus on myself before focusing on others.
I think I'm gonna do that.
I don't want you to wake up and see me all depressed like this.
I don't know how long I'll be gone,
but until then.
Love, Joshua.