false hope; joshler [✔]

August 4th

A/N: the song above is the song that Joshua showed Tyler. i really recommend listening to the full song so that it makes a bit more sense and goes along better with the story. feel free to listen to it throughout this chapter! :)

Yesterday I showed you the song just like I promised.
I placed my headphones over your ears so you can listen to it.
Even if you were in your coma while I showed you the song I hope you liked it.
Now, you're probably wondering how I can relate to a Kodaline song, huh?
Well, let me tell you.
Here's a breakdown:
In the song I could relate to almost all of the lyrics.
If you couldn't really understand what the singer was saying here are the lyrics that I related too.

"All I want is nothing more
To hear you knocking at my door
'Cause if I could see your face once more
I could die as a happy man I'm sure
When you said your last goodbye
I died a little bit inside
I lay in tears in bed all night
Alone without you by my side
But If you loved me
Why did you leave me
Take my body
All I want is
To find somebody
I'll find somebody
Cause you brought out the best of me
Apart of me I'd never seen
You took my soul wiped it clean 
Our love was made for
movie screens"

...so yeah
Those are the lyrics
I could relate too.
I know that they're kinda depressing and so is the song but... Tyler that's how I feel.
I miss you.
I know that you know that
I miss you but I can't take it anymore.
All I do is think of you and I can't stop.
I'm in love with you.
Please wake up and let me show you how much I love you.
Please wake up and love me back.
Love me as much as I love you.
Please.
Love, Joshua.