give me a reason not to walk away | j.h

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HOSEOK'S P.O.V
I gripped the edge of the table, my knuckles turning white. I stared at them from across the crowded club. Between the hustling and bumping sweaty bodies moving on the dance floor, I caught glimpses of them huddled up together in a booth. His hand was on her thigh, his mouth was pressed to her ear, whispering something that had Y/N throwing her head back in laughter. I narrowed my eyes, letting out a breath I hadn't know I was holding in. "You can't just keep staring at them man," Namjoon says, joining me from his venture to the dance floor with a certain purple haired girl. "I can't fucking look away." I say through gritted teeth. The younger boy whom I had always seen as a brother was the one who was making me see red. I told Jimin that I didn't care whether he dated Y/N in anger. He must have know I wasn't serious. But then again, if he did, he wouldn't be here with her right now.
Jimin brushes Y/N's hair back and is staring into her eyes. Y/N looks away and even from this far away, I know she is blushing. "Fuck!" I yell, banging my fist on the table, causing the glasses to shake. Namjoon puts his hand on my shoulder and I briskly shake him off. I can't stand seeing her with him. We've been apart for about two months now but I don't give a shit. I miss her so much. Things I didn't even realize she did are the things I miss the most. Like how she would always text me, "You woke bro?" late at night whenever she couldn't sleep. Ugh. I finally tear my eyes away from them. I'm deadly afraid that i will see them kiss and murder Jimin right in this club, but I think I'm more afraid of not seeing it happen and being able to stop it. I turn back and sure enough, Jimin is pulling Y/N into his lap in there heavy make-out session. Before I know it I'm out of my seat, seeing red.
I shove the grinding people out of my way and make my way over to Jimin and Y/N. When I reach them, I try my best to softly yank Y/N out of Jimin's lap and land one square on his jaw. "Hyung, what the fuck?!" Jimin yells getting to his feet and squaring me. I scoff in his face and turn to take Y/N's hand and drag her out of the club. "I need to talk to you alone."
"No!" She shoves me away from her and tends to Jimin's wound. I stand there looking at her trying to see the damage I cause but Jimin is just staring at me. I'm sure I look pitiful right now. I can see Jimin sees me as so in his eyes. Jimin looks down at Y/N and says, "Go talk to him. Please, for me." I can barely hear him over the beating music but Y/n nods.
I follow her outside the club and the minute the back door closes she says in an icy tone, "What do you want?" Even though I should be used to seeing this side of Y/N, I can never get over how she used to be when we were together; kind, loving, cute. Now she's just this stony figure with little or no happy emotions, at least with me. "I've been thinking about you-" I start but she scoffs. "Please don't think about me Hoseok. We aren't together anymore. You broke up with me." She says, her voice getting louder. I run my hands through my hair, "I was wrong, I made a mistake." "Yeah, you did. And I'm with Jimin now Hoseok. You're going to have to accept that we aren't together anymore." She shrugs her shoulders.
"I know, I know. But seeing you together, it just, it drove me crazy and I had to stop it. I had to tell you that-" But she is already walking away from me back to the club. "Whatever you had to tell me, you should have said when I begged you to stay." She looks back at me and I see that her eyes are glossy now. "You broke my heart. You told you fell out of love. You punched my boyfriend when I was finally moving on. Give me one reason not to walk away right now." She says shaking her head at me.
"I-I." I have nothing. Y/N nods expectantly. "Goodbye Hoseok." And then she's gone. As the door closes I see her small figure swallowed up by the dancing forms.
"Goodbye Y/N."

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