My Dedication (Austin Carlile Fan Fic)

Ch. 15

*one week later*

*Sophia's POV*

I layed in my bunk. I had a bottle of vodka in one hand and a cigarette in the other. I hadn't seen Austin since we had sex. I had been avoiding him. I was ashamed. I had been drinking every night since.

I took a drink and let the alcohol numb my sadness. Everything was blurry and I felt like I was spinning. I heard something from somewhere else on the bus. I sat up and pulled the curtain open.

Alexa stood there, glaring at me "Really?"

I held the bottle up, it was almost empty. "Wanna drink?" I slurred.

She grabbed the bottle and threw it. "Get out." She said.

I felt myself swaying. "Lex.." I trailed off.

Alexa grabbed my arm and yanked me from the bunk. "Get the fuck out!"

I fell to the floor. Lewis came up behind me and picked me up. I leaned against the bunk and held on to it.

Alexa grabbed my bag and started pulling things from my bunk. She threw them in my bag and zipped it up. "You're fired. Get out. Go find a hotel."

I reached for my bag but missed. I stumbled and fell onto the floor. Lewis helped me up.

"Alexa, chill. She has nowhere to go." Lewis said.

Alexa grabbed my arms and dragged me to the door. "Lewis. Take her somewhere. I don't want to see her."

I stumbled behind her. I turned to see Lewis behind me, carrying my bag.

Alexa opened the door and pushed me out. I fell to the ground, the wind knocked out of me.

Lewis came to me and threw me over his shoulder.

I felt like the world was spinning and I couldn't see.

"Can't fucking believe you Soph. You were doing so good." Lewis said.

"Shit happens." I mumbled.

Then, I passed out.

*4 hours later*

*Austin's POV*

I walked to the PTB bus and knocked. Alexa opened the door. Her eyes were red and puffy.

I stepped onto the bus and hugged her. "What's wrong?"

She pulled away. "Sophia's not here." She sat down on the couch.

I sat next to her. "That's not what I asked."

She looked up at me. "She fucked up again. So I kicked her out."

I got angry. "Where is she?"

Alexa shrugged. "Lewis took her somewhere."

I took my phone out and dialed Sophia's number. It went straight to voicemail.

I sat back and groaned. "So that's why she's been avoiding me."

Alexa leaned forward and grabbed her drink. "She was so fucking drunk she couldn't even stand up." She threw the bottle. "Her bag was right in front of her and she couldn't even grab it. She fucking fell down."

I patted Alexa's leg.

She started crying. "And now I feel so fucking bad for kicking her out. She's all alone."

I shook my head. "Maybe you did the right thing, Lex. We can't baby her all the time."

I stood up. "Where's Lewis?"