My Dedication (Austin Carlile Fan Fic)

Ch. 21

*after tour, at Austin's house*
*Sophia's POV*

It was late when we finally got to Austin's house. We stood on the porch while Austin dug through his bag to find his key.

I was so nervous to be living with him. I wasn't sure why. I had stayed with him most of the tour so it's not like there was much of a difference.

Austin stood straight up and smiled. "Got em." He unlocked the door and swung it open. I picked up my bags and stepped in.

Austin came in behind me. "Home sweet home."

I smiled. He kissed me and threw his bags on the floor.

"Austin, are you sure about me living here?" I said.

He took my bags from me. "Yes I'm sure. Are you?"

I nodded and looked around.

"You look nervous." He said.

"I am. I'm not sure why though." I said. I smiled at him.

He smiled. "Don't be."

He gave me the tour of the house and eventually we found the bedroom. I followed him into the room and he threw our bags on the floor and turned to me.

"Tired?" He asked.

I shook my head. "Not really."

He wrapped his arms around me and rubbed my back. "You're so tense."

I leaned into him. "I'm nervous. It's making me crave a drink."

He hugged me tighter and kissed the top of my head. "Let's take your mind off of it."

"How?"

"I don't know. What do you wanna do?" He asked.

I pulled away and looked around. Through the bathroom door I saw the bathtub.

I smiled. "It's been months since I've taken a bubble bath."

He smiled back. "Go take a bath."

*later that night*

I climbed out of the tub and wrapped a towel around myself. I stepped in front of the mirror and sighed. I knew Austin was going to leave me eventually. There was nothing special about me.

I heard a knock on the door and turned to see Austin leaning against the doorway, smiling at me.

I turned and smiled at him. "Hi."

He held his arms out. "Come here."

I went to him and we wrapped our arms around each other. Austin stroked my hair and rested his head on the top of mine.

"Austin?"

"Yes, baby?"

"Remember when you asked if there was something I had never done that I wanted to do?" I said.

"Yes."

I looked up at him. He held my hands and smiled. I shook my head and blushed. "Nevermind. It sounds stupid."

"Nothing you want is stupid." He kissed me. "What is it baby?"

I leaned into him. "I've never made love." I buried my face in his chest, embarrassed.

He hugged me. "That's not stupid, baby."

I shook my head. "I feel like everytime I open my mouth something stupid comes out."

He stepped back and looked at me. "Sophia. Stop."

I looked up at him. "Austin.." I tried speaking but he shook his head and held his hand up.

"Soph. You are way to hard on yourself." He held my hands. "Now come here."

He picked me up and kissed me. My towel slid down my body and I wrapped my arms around him. He carried me out to the bedroom. I opened my eyes and gasped.

The room flickered with candlelight. Rose petals were scattered around the room and on the bed. I looked at Austin. He was smiling at me.

"You like it?" He asked.

I kissed him. His tongue ran across my lips. I opened my mouth and his tongue danced with mine.

He layed me on the bed and pulled the towel off of me. "You're so beautiful, Sophia."

I smiled and kissed him. He kissed me back and put his hands on my lower back. He pulled my body towards him and kissed my neck. I closed my eyes. Austin's lips kissed down my scar.

He looked up at me. "Sophia, I wish I could show you how beautiful you are in my eyes."

I kissed him and pulled him close to me. He kept kissing me. I pulled at his basketball shorts until he took them off. His hands rested on my hips and he pulled me close. I smiled at him and when he smiled back I felt my heart swell.

*later on*
*Austin's POV*

We layed in bed. Sophia played with my dog tag and I twirled a piece of her hair around my finger.

"Austin. That was really amazing." She said. She kissed my chest.

I kissed her forehead. "Honestly, that was the best I've ever had."

She smiled. "I could really feel all the love." She quickly covered her mouth and blushed. "Not love. Um, whatever. The like." She frowned.

I smiled and put my hand on her butt and pulled her close. I rested my hand on her butt. "Did you say love?"

She blushed again. "Umm.."

I kissed her. She was so tense. "Relax, baby."

She relaxed her body and kissed me back. "I'm sorry I'm so dumb."

I chuckled. "You're not dumb."

She smiled and rested her hand on my cheek. "You're so amazing." She closed her eyes.

I kissed her palm. "Sophia?"

"Hmm?"

"I love you."

Her eyes shot open. She looked into my eyes but said nothing.

"Did you hear me?" I asked.

She nodded.

I smiled. "Sophia, please don't feel obligated to say it back."

She shook her head and blinked, like she was coming out of a trance.

"Austin, I love you too." She smiled and kissed me.

I kissed back and all the sudden Sophia was ontop of me, kissing and biting at my neck. I felt myself getting hard again. I grabbed her hips and kissed her.