I should feel inspired.
So why do I feel like I have nothing to do?
Like there's nothing to keep me going?
Like there's no reason to go on.
Dear me,
It's getting more difficult to breathe every day. Josh hasn't been coming to school, not like it should matter. It doesn't matter. He made my days just a little less terrible. But now I'm thinking "Why does it matter?" Josh doesn't care. No one cares. I'm just so done. I don't think I can go on any longer. I don't matter.
I should feel inspired.
So why do I feel like I have nothing to do?
Like there's nothing to keep me going?
So why do I not feel inspired?
I just want to die.
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