I should be full of hope.
I should be excited to face a new day.
Instead I'm hopeless.
I feel as if I can't do anything right.
I feel as if there will be no end.
I should feel any type of good emotions.
Dear me,
Today was long, it was a Wednesday, half way through the week. We're going on Christmas break starting tomorrow, two weeks away from the judgemental people can be a win win for me. But today, today was the worst day of all. He wasn't here, no one protected me as I got shoved into a locker for hours. No one noticed my cries for help, not even the teachers. This is supposed to be a safe place. Once I was finally let out the group of kids were dragging me by my hair and tossed me outside into the snow. It wasn't like I wanted to be saved, but I didn't want to be hit and shoved anymore. I'm counting the days down until I can leave this terrible, terrible place. There's no end to the pain, but you deserve the pain; you can never do anything right. Is what runs through my head each day as I get beaten, insulted and left alone. Whoever said "Oh things will get better, you just have to stay strong " was spitting out bull. Everything gets worse, nothing gets better.
I should be full of hope.
I should be excited to face a new day.
Instead I'm hopeless.
I feel as if I can't do anything right.
I feel as if there will be no end.
I should feel any type of good emotions.
But it's all just bad.
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Kısa HikayeEl never thought as a kid playing with her Barbies that she'd become like this. El never thought that she'd have to write down her feelings to let them out. El definitely didn't expect them to get out for the whole world to see, especially when she...
