They are laughing at me.
They are judging me.
They think I'm stupid.
I know they think that.
I see the dirty looks.
But I should feel relaxed in class.
I should feel like no one is laughing at me.
I should feel like I can say something and not be judged.
All they do is give me dirty looks.
Dear me,
Today in my last period of the day I said something, it slipped out. Do you know what I said?
I said; Today's lunch wasn't the best, the chicken wasn't cooked all the way. The reason why I said that was because we were discussing today's lunch and I, for once, had actually paid attention.
Everyone looked at me, like I was some sort of nuisance, I'm not relaxed at all in school. Kids are so cruel. But I deserve the dirty looks. Don't I?
Every thing I've done has annoyed someone, even when I get up in class I feel like everyone is laughing.
They are laughing at me.
They are judging me.
They think I'm stupid.
I know they think that.
I see the dirty looks.
But I should feel relaxed in class.
I should feel like no one is laughing at me.
I should feel like I can say something and not be judged.
All they do is give me dirty looks.
But I deserve it.
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