Today was crazy. For the past week he didn't talk to me, but suddenly I was pushed against the locker by a senior and he told the upper class man to leave me alone. The teachers didn't even bother to help me, but he did.
When he escorted me to my bus we stood beside it for a second, rain was drizzling and I could hear the thunder rumbling. He tucked a piece of hair behind my ears, gave me a bright smile leaned in and whispered gently, "You deserve the world." His statement surprised me, it made me feel better, however it only lasted for a second because someone ran by us and pushed my books out of my hands. Saying that I should go kill myself, it only they knew that I've tried. I thought to myself as I collected my books. By the time I straightened myself out the mystery guy was gone, along will all of my positive thoughts.
Today wasn't like any other day, it is a day that I will forever treasure in my heart. It is a day that, even when bad comes and takes over its place I will still remember it.
But in a few weeks, that will be the day I kill myself, whatever way I choose to go, don't feel sadness or guilt. You couldn't have known, no one notices the people who need help to most. Don't worry, you didn't know.
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NouvellesEl never thought as a kid playing with her Barbies that she'd become like this. El never thought that she'd have to write down her feelings to let them out. El definitely didn't expect them to get out for the whole world to see, especially when she...
