Today I was going to tell you what I felt, but instead I decided to tell you about something strange that's been happening lately. It's ironic actually, but also creepy.
In the halls going to first every day this guy stops me, and says something new, today was "You're beautiful" yesterday was "You're worth something" and a few days ago he said that I had a lot of potential. Crazy isn't it? Or course I don't believe anything he says but until last week no one talked to me, then all of a sudden he comes out of nowhere. Just a few words can almost make me feel happy. But just as soon as those emotions come they go, because my happiness doesn't last forever. It never does. School seems to be a bit better now, because I look forward to see what other lie he's going to spew out of his mouth. I'm not beautiful, or worth something and I have no potential, I'm ugly, stupid and a waste of air. I wish that I could die, so that I didn't have to feel this pain anymore.
Just let me die.
I got stopped last time.
I don't want it to happen again.
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Kısa HikayeEl never thought as a kid playing with her Barbies that she'd become like this. El never thought that she'd have to write down her feelings to let them out. El definitely didn't expect them to get out for the whole world to see, especially when she...
