I should feel energetic.
But instead I'm tired all of the time.
I should be able to sleep at night.
I should feel awake, and alive.
I should be able to sleep at night.
But I barely get any sleep.
I should feel alive, awake and energetic.
So why don't I?
Dear me,
I went to the doctor's today, I had to fill out a survey. They asked me questions; it all came down to if I was depressed or not. So like any normal teen would do, I lied. I get eight hours of sleep every night, I'm happy most of the time, I eat three meals a day and exercise regularly. When in reality...I don't sleep, I don't do anything. Whatever happiness I have quickly goes away. Therapy and support groups are frustrating, sharing your feelings, it's too much work. I don't want to do anything anymore. But if my grades drop mom will notice and get on me about it, which doesn't make me feel too good. Why can't I sleep? Why do I feel so tired all of the time?
I should feel energetic.
I should be able to sleep at night.
I should feel awake, alive and energetic.
I should be able to close my eyes.
But I barely get any sleep.
So why don't I?
When will these emotions end?
They won't.
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Historia CortaEl never thought as a kid playing with her Barbies that she'd become like this. El never thought that she'd have to write down her feelings to let them out. El definitely didn't expect them to get out for the whole world to see, especially when she...
