Chapter 5

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I wanna text him SO badly.

But I have to refrain or I'll seem super gay.

Like he cares. He's gay himself.

But he's got a boyfriend.

Also I'm not gay!

Or am I?

Because damn he was so hot I'd make out with him and more-

I mean that in a heterosexual way of course.

Some guys slap their bros butts. I'm just really wanting to bond well with Felix. Yeah. I ain't gay.

"Are you alive Owen?!" my classmate spoke up.

"Huh?" I looked at them in complete confusion.

"You've been muttering the word 'gay' for five minutes now and it's kinda creeping me out man!" he weakly laughed.

"Oh sorry," I muttered and began to start doodling on my paper in front of me.

Usually I was always taking notes but I just couldn't. Not when my phone was in my view and i now had Felix's number.

Felix.

Even after I sang that song for him I still felt like I needed to atone for the horrible thing I did to him. It still wasn't enough. Nothing would be enough. Absolutely nothing.

I had to ask him what I could do.

I'd pay him a million dollars, I'd sell my apartment to him.

I would give him my shoes, I'd become his lifelong slave.

I could do anything...if it could make up for what I did.

But even if I were to sacrifice my life, I feel like not even that would make up for what I did.

Bzzz

A text!

Is it from him?

No of course not.

In your dreams Owen.

Unknown: Hello! This is Felix! I was wondering if you would like to catch up sometime. Is there anywhere special you'd like to go?

It is him!

By God what should I say?!

Act cool.

Act cool.

You: I actually don't live in L.A. I'm taking classes at a community college in Zunderville. :(

Hmm...what should I make his name in my phone?

Oh I have an idea!

Felix The Cat: Oh that's okay I can fly over! Kinda have a private jet I share with Duke...haha...(‸ლ)

You: Wow, riding on cocktails! Lend it to me sometime ;)

Felix The Cat: Oh be quiet!

You: Sorry!

Felix The Cat: Anyways!!! I'll meet you at that old café by the library. Friday. At noon.

You: See you then

Felix The Cat: see u

I can't fucking believe this.

It's like a dream.

Wait.

It's kind of like one of those boy love novels!

Excluding the gay part.

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