IN MY Veins [Complete]

Chapter 5

Not everything is what it seems.

Light.

Dark.

Some say that light can drive the darkness away.
Others say that stars can't shine without darkness.

I semi-shouted, "I made my decision."

Twins born in the same moon and ability to control everything. I would say that they were powerful but when I looked into their eyes I see hope. They wanted me to live, to find answers and I didn't know why.

They told I was special but did I really believe?

All my life I questioned about my parents and about my life, but never once I wondered if it was my destiny. My first wolf was always quiet and distant, even if we were bonded. I received her when I was 13, but she never supported me. She would run away and hide somewhere deep in my mind.

I was always alone...

When Mikael rejected me, I was shocked when I heard her. I heard her when she said "mate" and I heard her cries after that. I tried to help her but she didn't respond, never once she supported me. So losing her wasn't that hard for me, because I never had her.

Now here I stand in front of two beautiful Moon Goddesses that want me to be blessed with another wolf, not any wolf but with a piece of them. It was true that I had another chance and opportunity to get the life I most desired.

Maybe this was my new beginning...

I had always been empty and lonely, so when I took this decision... I decided not to be weak.

I continued, "All my life, I have been destroyed one way or another. I have thought about ending my life every day but I was never capable of doing that. As soon as the silver razor touched my wrist, I could never do it. Now that I take a step back and look at my past, I understand that I stopped living my life because I wasn't strong enough. I had a mate and he didn't want me. Somewhere inside, I blame myself every time I was weak."

The Light Goddess, with some tears in her eyes, tried to explain, "It wasn't your fault, child. It is complicated to understand, but everything happens for a reason. Everything takes a full circle and those who did wrong to you will pay. Always remember that."

I nodded as I finally realised that I didn't need to be weak, "I could blame both of you for my unfortunate life.--"

Dark Goddess interrupted, "So do you? Do blame us?"

I said level-handed, "Not anymore. Now, I understand that fate is just cruel, so I will make my own."

Dark Goddess said with a smirk, "Will you, my child?"

I matched her smirk, "Yes."

Dark Goddess continued impatiently, "So, tell us your decision?"

Light Goddess shouted, "Wait.---"

Dark Goddess asked annoyed at her sister, "What now, sister?"

Light Goddess offered a smile, "There are two outcomes and you will choose your outcome. I will be happy with whatever you choose as my sister. Isn't it?"

Dark Goddess nodded, "Whatever happens, whatever your decision, will be your choice. We are just here to guide you to the right path. Whatever wolf you choose, light or dark will be a part of one of us and yours. This was always supposed to happen, my child."

I nodded once and whispered nervously, "I accept..."

I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. For once, I just listened to my heart but there were no feelings... No sadness of losing a mate, no weakness for being helpless and no longer feeling worthless as I opened my eyes and looked at them. A different kind of waves was travelling inside of me, mostly I just felt empty.