blank space of 5am:
hand cramped and pen poised,
drunk on vodka and
desperation.
numb to feeling,
missing the release of poetry:
cigarette between chapped lips,
eyes glazed,
touch-starved.
words failing sentence structure
a foreign concept
like love.
like happiness
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i exist [as the definition of nonexistence]
Poetry/ˌnänəɡˈzistəns/ the fact or state of not existing or not being real or present. (alternatively: the state of having dug your own grave into the wet earth of a forest far from everyone who ever pretended to care, lying down and letting maggots make...
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