The Other Letang

I Won't Let Go

Sid's POV

"What do you mean you don't want to fight anymore? You can't just give up now! You have a whole life ahead of you!" I looked her in the eyes trying not to break down crying myself.

She shook her head tears still streaming down her face "I can't do it. I just can't. If I die I'll be with my mother. I won't have to suffer any longer."

I placed my hand on top of her's "Is that what Ann would want? I think she would want you to take care of your dad and siblings. They already lost your mom Elise. I'm pretty sure they don't want to loose you."

She looked down and our hands than up at me. She was thinking to herself but I interrupted her thoughts "You won't fight it alone and that I promise."

She looked up and me and started to smile. She said "I'll try. I'll try my best to fight it. As long as I'm not alone."

I wrapped her in a hug she returned it. I whispered in her ear "You'll never be alone. I'll always be here for you."

She pulled away and looked at me "Thank you, Sid. I honestly couldn't do anything without you." I smiled and kissed her temple.

We sat in her room talking probably for an hour now. We talked about when we lived together.

She grinned "Remember when we pranked Jensen! He was so pissed." I laughed "Yeah, but can you blame him! You put Nare on one of his legs when her was sleeping!" She laughed "the best part is he went in to school the next day like that and didn't even notice!"

I sat there and thought about all the good memories Elise and I had together. There were some bad ones like when she had cancer in high school. I remember sometimes she would come home and just throw up the rest of the day.

Then there was a knock on the door and it opened. Kris opened the door "What are you two doing up here for so long?!"

I looked at Elise and walked out the door and said "You need to tell him. I'll get the car ready."

Kris' POV

By now I'm totally confused on what's happening. Sid just walked out the door now I'm left with my sister. She looks nervous she was biting the inside of her lip. It's a trait she picked up from my dad.

She looked up at me "Kris sit down." She patted next to her on her bed. I sat down and said "What's wrong?"

She gave me a look that said I wasn't going to like it. She sighed and leaned on my shoulder "I think it's back again. But this time it's worse." I knew exactly what she was talking about. I didn't want to think about seeing her like that again. I wrapped my arms around her and rubbed her back.

When we pulled apart she said "Do you want to go with Me and Sid to the hospital?" I nodded "Yeah, I'll get Dad, Jensen, Chance, and Tony to come with." She nodded and we both got up and went down stairs.

All the boys turned and looked at us. I looked at all them sternly "We are going to the hospital. We will fill you guys in on everything when we get back." They all looked confused but nodded their heads.

We walked to Sid's car. Elise sat in the front with Sid. I called my dad on the phone "Dad we are going to the hospital right now with Elise---" He sit me off "What happened to my fille chérie(beloved daughter)?!" Since he was on speaker Elise spoke up "Papa we think my cancer might have came back. All the symptoms are the same as when I was younger."

You could hear the sadness in his voice when he answered "I'll be their in 5 with the boys." I shook my head even though he could see me "No papa we can pick you guys up." With that I hung up and Elise sighed "I hate to hear him like that. I nodded "But he had to know." She nodded and looked out the window.