Produce 101 s2 Imagines {Requests Still Open}

Free - Jung Sewoon

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"Why do you have bruises on your arms again?" Sewoon had noticed how you flinched when he accidentally makes contact with you.

You rolled your sleeves down trying to cover the scars that was visible on your skin.

"Please don't ask me that." He looked at you with worry in his eyes and you didn't like that.

You didn't like how people would look at you in pity whenever they heard your story. That no one can help and they don't make the effort of doing so because of the consequences.

Sewoon was the only one who stayed by your side, you weren't even allowed to see him but he was the only one who cared.

He made you smile, he did a lot of things with you despite the risk of being caught. He became your bestest friend but it seemed like he became more than that to you.

"Did they beat you up again?" He trailed his fingers near your bruises, it was somehow uncomfortable to let him see how vulnerable you were.

He left for a bit and came back with his medicine kit that he always had on his bag because of you. His house next door had a way to your roof so he had the chance to visit you whenever they lock you up. He brought you everything you needed and you didn't know what you'd do without him.

All that you could ever do was nod, it became a routine to you. To get beaten up for some small reasons although sometimes, they don't even have a reason at all.

"If you would only let me help you escape, you'll be free." You shook your head at him and smiled weakly.

You couldn't do that. No matter how much you wanted to get away from the people who treated you like a punching bag, your mother was indebted to them. You still had to find your missing Mother too.

"I already told you no Sewoon, you'll just get hurt." You gripped his arm tightly in disbelief.

You remembered the first friend you made,  she helped you try to escape but she ended up being in a car crash right after being caught with you. You didn't want that to happen again, it was still haunting you.

"But this is too much! You have the right to be treated like how you deserve to be!" His voice had got a bit loud and you knew you were in trouble.

Loud knocks came to your door and you scurried your way back to the window and went inside pushing Sewoon away to not get seen.

"We're you talking to someone?" The woman appeared on your door with her bat like the usual.

You saw some specks blood still present on it, the girl on the other room probably got beaten up too. 

"No." You gulped nervously and fidgeted with your fingers.

"You better not be." She gave you a glare and locked the door again. 

You sighed deeply and went back out to the roof after a few moments.

"Sewoon?Are you there?" You called out in a whisper.

Where did he go?

You scanned for him in his room but he wasn't there. A bad feeling came to you.

Slowly peeking at the ground below, you saw him sprawled on the ground unconscious.

You wanted to scream, ask for help. Yet you couldn't do anything to help him.

A voice was suddenly looking for him, you stared at his figure on the ground. You felt so numb and lifeless, the guy who had helped you all this time fell to the ground trying to help you.

It was all your fault.

Tears fell down your cheeks but no voice came out, you wanted to help him so bad but the woman was calling you again.

She banged on your door so much until you wiped your tears away and went back inside. You felt so dirty, so cruel that you did not even help him.

The guy that you always liked.

An ear piercing scream came from the neighboring house, you knew that her sister had found him.

You opened the door and got slapped for opening too late.

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You stared at his window that was always closed ever since that incident happened. You became so angry with yourself and you knew that you won't be able to forgive what you did, you ignored him when he needed your help the most.

"Sewoon-ah." you called out to his closed window quietly, you haven't seen him in months and you miss him so much.

His window was the only thing that you could look at to reminisce everything you did together. The regret ate you like crazy and you didn't know what to do anymore. You didn't care if they would beat you up. 

"Sewoon-ah." A tear escaped your eye for all the longing you had bottled inside.

"I'm back." A voice interrupted your thoughts.

You slapped yourself for the nth time, your imagination totally drove you crazy now.

"I'm even hearing things now." You said to yourself and sobbed helplessly.

"I'm back now." The voice had appeared again and you swore that you had goosebumps.

"Se-woon?" You gulped nervously.

Have you really gone crazy?

"I'm here behind you." You slowly craned your neck and saw the figure that you've always been waiting for.

"Sewoon." You whimpered, was he really in front of you?

You ran to his arms and hugged him so tightly, touching his face too to make sure if he was real.

"I'm real." He chuckled lightly at you.

"Wait, why did you appear at the door?" How did he get past all the abusers you had?

"They're all gone now. I put them where they belonged, in jail." A loud sob came out from you as you collapsed on the floor.

Were you really free now?

"I couldn't help you Sewoon, why are you here when I don't deserve your forgiveness?" 

"I know you had a reason, you didn't have a choice so stop blaming yourself." He sat down to your level and caressed your cheek.

His touch felt so long ago that this all feels like a dream.

"Where were you?" You lightly punched his chest and cried so hard.

Tears just keep coming out of your eyes.

"I worked hard and came back to save you. I'm so sorry that I took so long." He embraced you in his arms you got lost in his scent.

You never wanted to let go of him again.

"I love you."

"I love you too."

You were free now.

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I'm so sorry if it became too dramatic. Please forgive me, I got carried away.

-Authornim