You stared at the paper on your left hand, with your phone on the other. It felt so unreal to see the scribbled numbers on the paper, knowing that he gave it to you.
"Call me." The word still echoes to you like a melody that never fails to repeat over and over again.
You bit your lip with a nervous heart and slowly typed in the number that was on the paper. You couldn't help but squint your eyes every time and made sure to check if every single number was correct.
The only thing left was to press the dial button, but you could not.
Although it was very pleasing that he finally talked to you, there was this thought that made you wonder why he would do so suddenly.
It took him so long to talk to you and you were afraid to know the answer.
Actually, you've been staring at the paper ever since last night. You just couldn't get the courage to dial him yet. It took you so long to think about everything until the class ended.
You felt worried when you thought that he'd be expecting your call. Well of course he would but you just couldn't call him even though you totally wanted to.
A hard slap was what you felt on your back when your friend neared you. No, it did not hurt as much because that was her way of greeting people.
"Hey!" You pinched her cheeks in return when she sniggered at you.
"You've been staring at that freaking paper since this morning! You're not done yet? Just call him already!" You rolled your eyes at her and walked your way out of the school.
You and your friend was laughing at random jokes so you did not even notice someone was already standing in front of you.
"Hey." You darted your head in front and your breath hitched accordingly.
"Why haven't you called me yet?" It was him.
You were too shocked to respond to him so your friend butted in.
"Oh, so it was you? Well this girl was trying to do so all day but I just don't understand why she can't" You glared at her when she said that.
She was totally revealing you in front of the guy you've been crazy about for a long time now.
"Oh, really? Would you mind if I borrow her from you?" She vigorously nodded her head and voluntarily pushed you to him.
"You should come with me." He held your wrist and dragged you away from your friend.
You obeyed like a little child though, being all red from the skin contact of your hand to his.
"Okay so wait, why are you so red?" Your eyes bulged when you felt yourself heating up even more.
"No-no I'm not." You continuously fanned yourself until the both of you reached a bench by the park.
"Was it really too hard for you to call me?" He was focusing all his attention on you and it felt strange.
It felt too much because he never laid his eyes on you for more than a second but he was boring lasers to you now.
"I was too shy." You were both sitting on the bench and you couldn't stop fidgeting with your fingers.
"Well, I was hoping that you would have called earlier even if you're shy." He gave you a slight smile.
It looked surreal and it made you grin widely to see his milky skin and flawless face looking to your eyes.
"I'm sorry." You wanted to hit yourself.
All those contemplations did not matter, you would have heard his voice a bit longer if you called.
"It's okay, I already expected that you'd be like that." He let out a soft laugh as you looked at him confused.
"You expected?"
"Considering the fact that you always appeared on the bookstore when I'm there but never really talked to me? I understood that it would be a huge step for you to call me." You slowly nodded your head worried.
If only you had the courage to call him.
"But what can we do? My time is limited." You gave him a questioned look.
Limited? Was he leaving?
"What do you mean?"
"After all this time, I finally got to talk to you like this." He gave you a longing look which made you gulp.
"But when I knew that I won't be able to see you, I knew that atleast I had to know your name miss stalker." He crossed his arms at you and raised his brows.
"You're leaving? Where? Will I not be able to see you anymore? Won't you go back to the bookstore? When will you come back? I should-" He shushed you right then.
You were talking too fast.
"This is the first time that you said so much." You couldn't help but feel disheartened.
"Don't be sad, I always liked that smile you wore whenever you'd watch me read."
"You knew I was watching you?!" He nodded his head.
"Seriously. You actually thought that I can't notice you when you get yourself hit so many times?" He snickered.
"I just can't help it when I get too focused on-" You couldn't finish what you were saying when you felt his warm breath on your mouth.
His soft lips planted directly on yours.
"It must have been hard to take in that we are finally talking but I'm moving. Atleast I wanted to do that before I leave." He bit his lip and it was very pleasing to see.
"You're really leaving?" Tears were almost falling but you tried your hardest to let them remain.
"I'm sick, I have to." He stood up from the bench and looked up to the sky.
"I am not the kind of guy who can act cool in front of a girl, I even think that I'm more fragile than you because you're so strong." He showed you a soft smile again.
"What's your name?" You pronouced your name with sadness visible in your voice.
He was really sick.
"What about yours?"
"Sungwoon, Ha Sungwoon." Such a nice name, you thought.
"Thank you for listening to me, I do hope that I can see you again when I'm healthier." You nodded your head but he suddenly started to walk away.
It was like your heart was falling slowly into pieces.
"Wait!" You called out when he was a few meters away.
He turned his head back at you and waited for you to continue.
"Why did you not ever talk to me? Why now?"
"Just like you, I am shy as hell. But this is not the usual me, I would never have been able to talk to you like this. I have to go now." He gave you his last wave and ran away.
You stayed there sitting down with the feeling of emptiness slowly sinking in.
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