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Converse (Prequel) - Ong Seongwoo

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Hi! Sorry for making you wait so long, here is the prequel of Converse. If you haven't read the original Converse chapter then it's fine, you can read that after reading this.

Anyway, this is the scene where you wanted to find out about what happened so much.

Hope I did not disappoint. Also, I advise you to read the original Converse again after this.

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- Authornim
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I softly knocked on his apartment door, the rain was pouring hard and it was really chilly outside so I prayed that he would open the door already.

"Hey." His hoarse voice and puffy face welcomed me.

"Come in." I shuffled inside and gasped to see his apartment.

"Lie down, your fever is still so high." I worriedly placed my palm on his forehead and made him lie back down on his bed.

"What happened to your apartment? It's like a storm came." I sighed and started to pick up trash and clothes everywhere.

So much for having a best friend.

"Mian, I did not have time to clean up." He snuggled with his blanket and I couldn't help but look at him.

"What's that look for?" I shook my head and continued on cleaning his place.

"I just hoped that you would take more care of yourself, practicing is important but health is much more than that." He closed his eyes and nodded his head.

I placed my hands on my hips and sighed for a couple more times until I cleaned everything in his place.

"Thank you for coming bud." He suddenly uttered out of the blue with sleepy eyes.

"It's nothing Seongwoo, I'm your best friend so I have your back." I fixed his blanket and tucked him in a bit more until he gave me a sincere smile.

"I bought you medicine." I placed them in his bedside table and partnered it with a glass of water.

"Thank you." He softly stood up and drank the medicine.

"Now you should really sleep, I'll just make some porridge and then I'll stay for a few more hours." He was so obedient today.

I entered his kitchen and prepared all the ingredients for the porridge. It took me half an hour to finish everything and cleaned up right after. When I went back to his room, he was sound asleep so I just placed the porridge on a table and went to find a towel and some lukewarm water.

I went back to his room and started to place the wet towel on his forehead. He was still burning up so it got me very worried. He softly shivered in coldness so I added another layer of blanket for him. The room was kind of hot for me, considering that I wore a hoodie and some pants but I had to endure it.

"You have to be well Seongwoo, I can't take care of you always." I plopped down beside his bed and stared at his sleeping face.

It was these kind of times when I hated myself, because I admired his face and treasured him as something more than just a friend secretly. I had to pretend that I feel nothing for him, that he is just a really close male being to me. But I already know that it will never be like that, considering that there are only a few guys in my life that truly know me. I am not as sociable and is a total homebody so Seongwoo is really a big deal to me.

I continued to look at him, it even got worse when he suddenly uttered my name out of the blue. His eyes were closed so I knew that he was having a dream.

Suddenly, I remembered why he got sick. WannaOne was going to debut in a few days so Seongwoo really practiced hard, too hard. I knew he had his schedules packed but then he suddenly got sick. I also know that he also feels upset about it, getting himself sick and then thinking that it's his fault for hindering his members.

I gulped hard and thought about how it would be like to just cross the boundary just this once.

I knew it was wrong to take advantage of his sick state, but I felt so worried and emotional for him tull I felt like I was going to explode.

"Ong Seongwoo, can you let this slide? Just this once?" I hoped so hard that he wouldn't wake up.

I softly caressed his hair, running my hands through it felt so wrong yet so right. Even more so when a wrong thought came to my mind when my eyes landed on his lips.

I slapped myself for havig such inappropriate thoughts of his lips and battled with myself quitely. Seongwoo started to stir in his sleep and got closer to the edge of the bed, which meant closer to me. This only triggered me to look at his lips even more.

For a moment, I did not have control of my thoughts and I landed my lips on his. I could only think of connecting my lips with his and I couldn't believe that I did it.

I hated myself for that.

What I did was very wrong so I bid him good bye and walked out of his apartment regretting what I did. It was wrong to do it to my bestfriend, but I couldn't deny the fact that it made my heart pound so hard and I went all the way home blushing.

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