requested by angel_hwamin
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"Jinyoung-ah, why didn't you tell me first before signing the papers? We're both in this business, it's not just you!" You harshly slammed the door upon entering his office.
"I can handle it Soojung." He was typing on his laptop as always.
His glasses hung onto his nose and his disheveled hair was entirely accompanied by his loose necktie, revealing a part of his chest. But you did not want to admit to yourself that you found him freaking attractive despite the situation and the decision he just made.
"I have the right to be part of deciding Jinyoung."
"Soojung-ah, just leave this to me, okay?"
"You're treating me like I'm an incompetent person, I have as much power as you in this company." You couldn't help but clench your jaw.
He sighed and stopped typing, he stood up from his desk and walked towards you.
"We're both arranged to marry each other so please, give me a break. We always fight even at home."
"Well because you're giving us the reason to argue."
"We'll talk about this later. " He went out of his office and left you there.
You already accepted the fact that he will never feel the same way with you but it was too much that he doesn't even treat you as an equal in the company that both your parents bestowed upon you two. It was a rough start for you both to, you despised him as much as he did. And yet, all those unexpected nights where he showed his other side, the soft side of him which he never showed to anyone was what you saw.
He doesn't know too that he keeps on having nightmares at night and you would snuggle closer to him to calm him down, that you were the one who was making him fall back to sleep and saying comforting words to remove the fear and pain that was visible in his eyes. It was the only moment where you could stare at his face, without a reason and without any argument happening.
When you both got married a few months earlier, it felt like you were being tied up with someone who you'll never get to like, but look at you now. Despite his cold treatment to you, you knew he still had something deep inside. However, you were losing hope in trying to get along with him, because even in the company, he decides on his own and it just leaves you with being surprised because you will find out from other people, and not from him.
The house was empty like the usual and you busied yourself by making dinner, he gets home very late but you just can't help but prepare food in hopes that he'd come home earlier and eat with you. You sighed in dismay again, it was already 11 in the evening but he was not home yet.
You paced back and forth in worry, the food has gone cold and you bit your lip because he wouldn't answer his calls.
When you finally heard the door opening, you see him making his way inside. However, you felt yourself losing all your strength and everything blacked out after that. The last thing that you could remember is Jinyoung rushing to your side.
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It was the sound of soft snores that woke you up, a small faced bean was sleeping by your side with his head leaning on your hospital bed. Despite your state, you couldn't help but smile when you witnessed how worried he became to see you collapsing. The stone-faced Jinyoung instantly disappeared and he never released your hand until you were placed in a room.
"Soojung-ah, mianhe. I'm really really sorry." His tears were falling and he clutched your hand.
You wanted to wipe it all away, but you couldn't move because you felt too weak. He doesn't know that you knew about how he went ballistic after not prioritizing you. He was acting tough all this time, trying to avoid you but look at how worried he was.
You continued watching his sleeping face, but it came to an end when he opened his eyes and realized that you were awake.
"Soojung! Do you feel better?" He was being frantic again, and you found that pleasing.
Your voice felt hoarse and you found yourself struggling to use a lot of strength.
"What happened to me?" You managed to ask him.
"The doctor said that you were under a lot of stress, you barely eat any meals too! This is all my fault, if only I did not act like a jerk to you, if only-" You made him stop by grabbing his hand tightly.
"I'm okay now." He shook his head.
"If only I was true to myself, if only I did not keep myself away from you, I would have known that you were like this."
"Jinyoung-ah, calm down."
"But I just can't Soojung, I treated you unfairly as a partner and as my wife." It was surprising to hesr him say 'wife'.
"You probably never knew this but I am mad at myself because I'm having feelings for you, I was supposed to hate you for this marriage I did not want, but you were a surprise that got me falling with every single second that I spend with you."
"I'm a jerk, aren't I? Why would I treat the girl that I like badly? Well, I just don't want to fall deeper. This marriage will end in a few months anyway, because this was all an act for the public, but why am I being like this with you? I tried to avoid you as much as I can, and I ended up hurting you."
"I feel the same Jinyoung, so don't blame yourself anymore."
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"Yeobo?" You hear his footsteps behind you.
Jinah, Sooah, and Jaemin all scattered to hude from their father upon hearing his voice.
"Yeobo, you're here." You lightly kissed his cheeck when he grabbed your waist and turned to hug you.
"Now where are my munchkins? Are you hiding again?" Squeals erupted from different areas of the room and you couldn't help but smile when Jinyoung did the effort of chasing each one of them as they run around in excitement.
It was such a sigh to see.
"Soojung-ah, don't just stand there. Help me catch this adorable triplets that we made together." You blushed at what he said but joined in anyway.
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