requested by ahnchovy
Sorry for the long wait.
A part 2 is possible for this if you like since I haven't placed all the details in the request.
But if I did add a 2nd part,would you read it?
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Note: This is an imagine where Daehwi is already on his sixth year of debut.
"Daehwi, I missed you so so much!" You threw your arms at him and hugged him tight.
You felt how his chest vibrated when he laughed. It felt very soothing for you to finally see him. It was very hard to get a glimpse of his face since his schedules are so tight, he can't even find the time to see you anymore. You cherished his scent that you like so much and buried your head in his chest.
"I missed you too babe." He showed you his genuine smile and offered to give you a hug again, this time, he initiated it.
The both of you lied down on the couch of their dorm room and had the place to yourselves since all the other boys had also spent their short break with other people.
"You look so tired, let's just not get out." You furrowed your brows and caressed his face.
He melted to your touch and nodded softly while he closed his eyes. The both of you cuddled together and watched Little Mermaid.
"Why are we watching this?" You snorted when he inserted the dvd on the player.
He shrugged his shoulders and went back to cuddling with you. It felt so warm and comforting to be in his arms again, you've actually been feeling very lonely this past few months. You became so emotional because you can't talk to him even if you wanted to.
You prayed that you could at least see him more often, because school has been very hard and you were stressed with all the schoolworks and exams all happening in the same week. But you did not want to tell him, you did not like it when you added more worries to his concerns. He also had more sleepless nights than you and he is always tired. It has been hard for the both of you to keep the contact since reality kept on keeping you both apart.
"Hey babe, I have to talk to you about something." He said when you were halfway through the movie.
"Please don't tell me you'll be busy again, I know I'm supposed to understand but I really need you right now." You wanted to cry.
The expression on his face just proved that he had to be away from you again, and it scared you because things are becoming this way for a very long time now.
"I really don't want to leave you like this, but I have to and you know that." He cupped your cheeks and made your crying eyes stare into his orbs.
"I can't take it if you do, you don't understand, you can't leave me like this." You felt mad at yourself for being so selfish but you just couldn't help it.
Your anxiety disorder got worse with time, you couldn't muster the courage to tell him and this time, its at the tip of your tongue.
"Is there something wrong? You have to tell me before I leave, we can't settle things like this." You had the urge to spill everything to him secods ago.
But just by the thought that he really confirmed that he was leaving, your face lost its color the same way you lost the need to tell him.
"You know what? I really like you Daehwi, but I'm tired of this." Your sobs got worse.
"Don't be like this, we're just both tired from what we do, okay? Don't do this babe." His words convinced you nearly as much that you wanted to tell him okay and leave all the matter alone.
"Maybe we're tired, or maybe I've had enough." You removed his soft touches from you and kept some distance.
His eyes showed the confusion as to why you were acting like this, you wanted to tell him that everything is fine.
You did not want him to know your anxiety disorder, everything just doesn't make sense to you and this has been going on for the past months Daehwi couldn't afford to be with you.
Selfish was what you called yourself, you knew you couldn't keep him all to yourself. Especially when he is so lived by a lot of people.
But you couldn't help but be selfish for once, you've already had yoir share of severe loneliness.
"What? Don't be like this. I can't leave Korea if we'll just argue like kids."
"Kids? Is this how you see us now? Kids who are arguing?"
"I know I had a lot of lapses with you but what happened to you? We were never like this, we were always so strong."
"Strong, I've had enough of being strong for us Daehwi. I can't keep on waiting for you like a fool."
"Like a fool? I never looked at you like that." Things were getting worse.
You never had this kind of fight before, where you were almost screaming at each other and the air was so tense.
"Let's just stop seeing each other." You felt like were rubbing more salt to your wound.
"What?Are you hearing yourself right now?" His ears were red and his nose was fuming in fury.
"I'm so broken right now, I don't even understand myself. It's better if I cut all my connection with you, I will just get more pathetic if we continue this."
"You know what? I'm tired too. You became different when I left,you were not the girl that I chose to fall for." His words pierced through your heart and severely crushed it.
The tears did not even to bother anymore when you stared at his face.
You couldn't stay there any longer, so you voluntarily walked out of the door.
He was the right love at the wrong time.
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