The Connection//*DISCONTINUED*

Chapter fourteen

Hello hello my friends I'm back with another update. I'll talk more at the end. I know your all dying to read this. *Sarcasm is sarcastic*

Yuuri's POV

My face contorts into shock when I hear what Viktor said. Viktor buries his head back into my shoulder and starts sobbing again. I hug him tighter and rub his back.

"Are you sure about this Viktor?" He nodded his head, never moving it from my shoulder. After a little bit, he starts clenching my shirt in his fists. Without warning, he leans all of his body weight against my chest, causing me to fall over, with Viktor landing right on top of me.

"Yuuri...." He looks down at me with tears streaming down his face, wearing such a broken expression. "Please Yuuri........make the pain go away." The tears start streaming even faster, and his expression is absolutely breaking my heart. He clenches onto my shirt even harder and starts to get louder.

"Please Yuuri.........I," his voice cracks and he looks down and slowly let's go of my shirt. His voice starts to quiet again. "I can't take it. It's too much for me to bear alone. Please, just make it stop." He puts his head down on my chest and keeps sobbing. Hearing him like this makes me want to cry. He sounds so broken. I sit up slowly, and pull Viktor up with me. I put my fingers,under his chin and push his head up so his eyes would meet mine.

Tears are still streaming down his face, and snot is dried near his nose. His face is red and puffy, and his lips are wobbling. I lean forward and kiss away his tears, surprising him. I pick him up and carry him to the bathroom, setting him on the edge of the bathtub.

I run a washcloth under warm water and start to wash up Viktor's face, giving him loving kisses every now and then. He looks up at me with a pained smile on his face. When I finish washing his face, I pick him up and carry him to the bed.

I lay him down and tuck him under the covers. I sit down next to him and run my fingers soothingly through his soft platinum hair. He looks up at me and grabs my other hand, lacing our fingers.

"Yuuri, why are you doing this? You really don't have to." He looks away again. And I squeeze his hand tightly.

"I know, but seeing you like this reminded me of myself when the same thing happened to my dad. He was bitten by a zombie, and that's why I can see them now. I reacted the same way you did. But, I didn't have anyone to help me through it. I thought it would be nice to help you through it since nobody should go through the pain and loneliness that I felt that day and for months after."

I stood up, leaving a shocked Viktor behind. I look back at him from the doorway, turning the lights off.

"Goodnight my love, sleep well. You need some rest." I close the door, take a few steps into the hallway, then I break down. I collapse to the floor, all of the emotions I felt while talking to Viktor were unable to be held back any more.

Tears streamed down my face as I thought back to how completely broken Viktor looked and sounded. Viktor deserves such a better life than this. Instead of being happy like he should be, he got stuck with me, the suckiest soulmate you could ever have.

I pull myself up off of the floor and walk over to to the wall. I pull my fist back and WHAM! I slam it into the plaster on the wall. It cracks, but I can't stop. I throw another punch with my other hand, this one creating a hole in my wall. I punch and punch, the skin on my knuckles becoming raw and bleeding. Suddenly, I feel a hand grab my arm, and I turn around to see Viktor.

He brings a hand up to my face and wipes away the tears on my cheeks. I open my mouth to say something, but he silences me with a finger to my lips.