Flowerboy [ ChanHun EXO ]

Flowerboy 5

** Lucy POV **

I felt guilty, but at the same time I didn't .

I deserved to be loved to!

Sehun and I had been friends since kindergarten.

It all started a couple of days after Sehun and Chanyeol became a couple. I wasn't jealous, I swear! I didn't care about him, besides he was dating my best friend. I wouldn't betray him that way.

That's what  I thought back then...

But then one day I got a text from Chanyeol saying to meet up somewhere after school. I thought that he was just going to ask me some stuff about Sehun so I didn't tell.

I arrived at the meeting place. We were alone.

"Hey! what's up?" I greeted him.

"Hi, I just wanted to talk to you for a sec" He scratched his neck.

"Why? Is everything alright between you too?"

"Yeah-yeah it's just that... it's not what I really wanted." He confessed.

"What do you mean?"

"I like you too, Lucy"
I gasp.

"What? I just don't get it, didn't you like Sehun?!" taking a few steps back.

"I do, but I'm just not complete without you. I know it's crazy and very bad, but I just can't help the feeling..." He took a few steps upfront taking my hand in his.
"and I understand if you tell, I just wanted to take it off my chest"

"Well I really don't know what to say-I mean he's my best friend I can't do this to him"

"So you are interested in me then" he chuckled.

"What?! no-"

"Then, why are you still in my arms?"

I didn't notice, but from holding hands we were now practically hugging each other in how close we were.

I didn't had time to think nor speak because we were now making out. It was a kiss of desire and desperation.

When I came back to reality it was to late. 

We already did it.
We went to far.

"What did we do!? This is so wrong, I cant keep this a secret Chanyeol." Putting back on my uniform shirt.

"No, you can't tell. I know we fucked up and we regret it, lest just forget it."

That's what we thought; That it was just going to be this one time, but yet again I was wrong.

Form that day, we hooked up two days after and we kept on doing the same. Until, I got feelings for him, until he said he loved me, until it had already passed three years.

  I know I'm the worst, but would it be even worst if we confess now?

I didn't know things would end up this way.

Me being dead.

I just hope Sehun returns to the person he was before.

A sweet and caring boy.

  A Flower boy.