Dear Phoenix,

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The world must've been high when this all started; our relationship.

I still don't know how we fought, got on each other's nerves, embarrassed one another, but managed to fall deeply in love during it.

You'll always be my heart. I'd say 'in' my heart, but I have loved you too much that you became my own heart. And that's a piece of me that'll love you forever.

Please Phoenix, don't hold on to me. Don't hold on onto the past.

Please start over. I want you to experience everything we experienced all over again, but with another girl. Fall in love all over again, and cherish each and every moment while doing so..

I want you to have a beautiful happy family, one that I can't be in. But I promise I'll be there for you.. maybe not physically, but I'll be there.

If you missed me, then just meet me where the moon appears, I'll be there watching it with you.

I'm also sorry because I hid a huge part of my life from you and lied about it, I should've told you everything.. but I didn't, and I'm sorry.

Please go to my room, open the top left drawer on my desk, you'll find a silver box filled with pictures and things, and a brown book.

The brown book is my diary from the beginning of the bucket list, I want you to have it. Also, all the pictures that I've taken are there.. I haven't shown you the last one.. but it's there.

I've never thought that I'd arrive to my death in love, but I'm glad I did. And I'm glad that it was you I fell in love with. I'll always love you. And thank you for loving me back and accepting me as I am.

We'll meet again, maybe not soon, but I promise we will. People only part to meet again, and that'll happen to us eventually.

Your Lover, sugar, and hopefully your other half,

Violet Skyes.

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