Chapter 6 - Don't Go.. Please..

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Nina's POV

Last night we ended up having a walk around Melbourne City Centre and got ourselves Ice cream. We also decided for the next day we'd go to the beach. I honestly enjoyed being here in Australia, with my best friends and not having to worry about work or anything.

I also loved the fact that so far, we didn't see any papparazzi! We went back to the hotel and were very tired As soon I got back to our hotel room, I went to the bathroom and changed into shorts and a tanktop and laid down. I saw as Ian was opening the sofa bed. When he did, he grabbed the comforter and blanket from the closet I saw as he laid it down and removed his shirt. I mumbled a goodnight and within about 2 minutes I was already fast asleep.

But at around 2 am a very weird thing happened, if I recall. I woke up and heard someone calling me. I convinced myself it wast just in my head it stopped later but in a few minutes it came back. I recognised it was Ian's voice. He started calling out for me again and he sounded like he was I dont know? crying?

"Don't go. No. Please don't" he was sleep talking. At first I couldn't even move but then I quickly rushed over to him and he was sweating as if he had been running miles and miles.

"Ian! Ian wake up." I shook him, but he wouldn't he just kept sweating and calling me. "Ian i'm here... please wake up.. come on!"

He finally did. He breathed heavily.
"Are you okay?" I asked him. To say I was worried is an understatement.

"Nina." That's all he managed to say.

"Yes i'm here" I couldn't help but hug him. It scared me honestly. I was curious about those dreams... And about the thing he upset about when we were in his apartment.

He hugged me back tightly and we just stayed in each other's arms, in silent, like we were the only ones on this planet. After what seemed like minutes we let go of eachother.

I got up and helped get up and guided him to my bed. I laid down and patted down on the bed for him to sleep with me. Yes we were going to sleep next to eachother. I wanted him to know I was here even though we weren't together.

As much as I wanted to know about everything, his dreams and the reason he was upset, I couldn't get myself to ask him. Not today, at least.

He hesitated before he laid down. I took his hand in mine and squeezed it. After a few minutes of silence, I let go of his hands and I kissed his cheek and whispered, "Goodnight, Ian."

He took my hand again and squeezed. And I went to sleep smiling.

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The next morning I woke up at 7:46 to see Ian wasn't where he was last night. I felt too many things; disappointed, upset, embarassed. But mostly, Hurt.

I was hoping I'd wake up in the morning with him by my side. We'd joke, laugh and just lay down together.

But then again, I remembered he had a girlfriend...

And that's when I felt guilt.
I made him lay down next to me, even though we didn't really do anything... But still he has a girlfriend. And maybe I made him think that I wanted something from him, and I do but I didn't want him to know that!

Ugh all these thoughts are fraustrating.

I didn't hear any noise so I assumed they were all asleep. I got up and went to the bathroom. After brushing my teeth, putting on a face mask and peeing I got in the shower. In hopes I could scrub all those thoughts away. But unfortanately, I failed. After 15 minutes I finally got out of the shower.

I walked out of the bathroom with only a towel around my body and another one around my head. I started shivering when I got out of the bathroom so I quickly ran to my luggage.

I really need to unpack soon!

I grabbed my sweat pants and a v-neck shirt and went to go back to the bathroom but bumped into Zach accidentally, "hey have you seen Ian?" He asked.

"Zaach! You should've knocked! And no I haven't. Have you tried calling him?" I asked.

Where would he be at 8 in the morning though?...

"I did but he didn't answer." He replied.

"I'll try to call him." I said. But then I remembered I was still in my towel, " After I change."

Zach chuckled and left. I went back to the bathroom but realized I forgot my bra and underwear. "Shit." I said and I started chuckling at myself. I quickly got back to the room to get what I needed and ran to the bathroom, cause again, I was shivering. I changed within minutes and blow dried my hair.

Thank godness the bathroom already had a blow drier! I didn't bother with fixing my hair since we were already going to the beach. Which means we'll be swimming. So I left my hair with its natural waves.

I went to the living room and saw Joseph complaining about a commercial.

"This is so creepy! A weird old guy and a weird tree and a fucking old house ends up to be a corn flakes commercial! How is that possible?!" He complained.

"Dude it's just a commercial!" Zach said.

"It's not just a commercial! It's a corn flakes commercial. And it's a very weird one! It's not good at all!" He said. And when he saw me sitting he said, "Am I right Nina?"

I laughed at him, "well good morning to you too."

"Oh sorry, love! Forgot to say that. Now how are you this fine morning?" He smiled.

"Great! And what's up with you and your complaining from early in the morning?" I giggled and kissed his cheek.

"Stupid commercial got me all grumpy. That's why I hate food commercials, they just don't make sense. At all." He said.

Zach just shook his head and I laughed at how adorable Joe looked.

"Are the others up?" I asked.
Zach shrugged, "I'm not sure. Could you bring me my phone please?"

"Sure. Where's it?"

"In the room, left bedside table."

I nodded and got up to their room to grab his phone and to mine and Ian's room to grab my phone.

I handed him the phone and checked my notifications. I had whatsapp notifications from my family's whatsapp group and the rest is just notifications from social media apps like twitter, instagram and snapchat.

I typed, "you guys up?" in our group and sent a few minutes later most of them replied saying yes.

We decided we'd leave the hotel room at 10. It became 9:15 and Ian still wasn't here. And frankly, It got me worried.

I shook it off and went to my room I decided to wear a purple bikini and a white see-through cropped top along with mini denim shorts.

I grabbed the tanning oils, my sunglass and other necassary things and put them in a beach bag.

I laid on bed and listened to music. I heard the door open and I jumped up. Yes! He finally came! I thought to myself.

"I know..." He chuckled, "I love you too baby! Bye, yeah I miss you too" He said into the phone.

And I felt disappointed, again. So I just laid back down and closed my eyes.

Of course that would happen, he told he loved her. And he missed her...

I know it would happen. Who am I so he can leave his girlfriend for? Besides she's his girlfriend.

I just thought and hoped that we'd get back together soon... Or maybe that he'd break up with Andrea.

But he obviously loves her...
And I have to accept it, wether I like it or not. I can't ruin their relationship, I won't do that.

Maybe one day we'll be able to find our way back to eachother, but until then we have to figure ourselves out...

I must've been way to obvious that i'm upset, because I heard him ask me if I was okay. But I chose to ignore it and pretend that I'm too into the song im listening to when in reality, I barely could tell what song it was.

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