Our Love {Nina Dobrev And Ian Somerhalder Fanfiction}

Chapter 34 - Don't

I never thought this day would come..
I never thought a day would come where Ian wishes I was dead
I never thought he would hate me this much.

I couldn't express how broken I felt at the time. My one and only true love wished I was dead.

I got up and wiped away all of my makeup and the remains of last night, and walked to where my friends stayed at. I walked nervously, tears still falling down my face until I reached their room.

I took a deep breath and knocked on the door, to my luck, it was opened. So I just walked in, closing the door behind me and taking each step slower than ever. I remembered yesterday at lunch the girls entered the door on the lefts so that's what I was going to do.

I knocked on their door twice before it opened, "Wha- Oh god, Nina are you okay?" Candice gasped, putting her hand over her mouth.

"No I-" I wanted to say but was immediately interrupted by Claire standing behind Candice, "how do we know that what you're going to say is a lie?"

"I'm sorry!" I apologised, "just give me a chance and I'll explain everything. I really need you guys.."

They stayed silent for a minute before Candice shook her head, "I'm sorry Nina. But I can't do this, I'm busy I'm not going to waste my time on more lies." She frowned.

"But-"

"No buts Nina.." Claire sighed as she continued, "We're like sisters we tell each other everything, every single thing! I mean, "sisters before misters" but apparently everything you've told us was a lie."

"No, guys please! Not everything was a lie-"

"I'm sorry Nina, I don't think I'll be able to trust you again, maybe soon, but definitely not today.. Goodbye." Candice said sadly, shutting the door quietly.

I suddenly felt like I couldn't do anything, I couldn't even walk, let alone stand on my feet. More tears came out of my eyes, more sobs came out of my mouth and all I could do was blame myself for all of this.

Wow, not only did I lose Ian through a stupid mistake.

But I also did lose two of my closest friends. Probably lost Kat and Phoebe too.

I finally got back on my feet after leaning against the wall, just as I was about to leave the suite, I heard a door open and I felt relieved.

Looking back, expeting to see Candice and Claire, instead I saw the person I least expected to be here.

Paul.. I thought this was the girls' suite? Was the first thing that came to my mind.

"Neen.. Are you okay?"

I lightly rolled my eyes at the question, ignoring it, I looked like shit and I knew he could see it and yet, he asked.

He sighed wrapping his arms around me, "come in, talk." He said leading me to the other room in that suite. Phoebe was inside the room frowning sadly, "I'll get her water." She said, getting out of the room and returing in less than a minute.

"What happened?" She asked, handing me the bottle of water as I sat down on the bed.

"It's long"

"Explain every single damn thing, I don't how long it is! What happened now?!" Paul asked and Phoebe nodded eagerly.

"I- yesterday Ian asked me to grab his phone and when I did I saw his phone ringing." I paused wiping me tears, "it was his mom, I turned it off because I knew he would be sad, and I thought it wasn't a big deal. But today he came in yelling at me and-and I've never seen him like that." I paused again looking at floor, "he kept on yelling at me and it turns out when his mother called yesterday, she was going to tell him that Rebecca died.." I heard them gasp "He told me that he wishes I was dead instead of Rebecca.. He left here without me, and told me not to go to him."