Chapter 32 - Stay With Me

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Nina's POV

I felt the bed sink in next to me which made me jump and flutter my eyes. Ian sat next to me closing his eyes, "hey" he said when he sensed that I was awake.

"What time is it?"

"It's already midnight." He sighed, "Nate is ready, when do you want to leave?"

"I'll take a shower then I'll go." I said getting out of bed, to grab my clothes and halfway to the bathroom I looked back and saw him.

I frowned at the sight of him like that, "is there anything I can do to help?"

"Help with what?" He was playing dumb, when he saw that I didn't reply he sighed again, "come here."

I dropped my things right on the floor and walked to him. He wrapped his strong arms around me and I fell into him, "I'm very thankful that I get to go through this with you, I just need you to stay with me till the end."

I rubbed his back in circules then moved me hand to the back of his neck, touching his hair with my fingertips, "I will always be, Ian. You should know that by know." I gave him a small smile to lighten his mood.

"I love you."

"I love you too, Ian."

He sighed one more time before smashing his lips on mine, it went on for a couple of minutes and it felt great! Amazing, really. I've kissed the man a hundred probably thousands times but each kiss still amazes me. He amazes me.

But every amazing moment with him ends right? Well yes, it's right because he broke it. "I'm sorry Neen. I just can't be kissing you with my sister dying."

"It's fine, I understand." I smiled. Because in some way, he's right.

"No, it's not fine. Whenever I kiss you or do anything else for a matter of fact, her face when I saw her hours ago comes to my head. And it scares me terribly." He admitted.

I had no words to speak, because I know if I speak, I might break down. I cry very easily, it's silly. And I can't let Ian see me cry, I have to be strong for him. He needs me to.

I just hugged him tightly as he murmured in my ear, "go shower."

I nodded slowly and did as what he told me. These days, it felt like there was 48 hours a day instead of 24. It's been so long, and I find it pretty funny. The time passes within a blink of an eye when you're having fun, and when you just want this day to be over it becomes longer than ever.

I took longer than usual in the shower, taking my time to think and of course clean. Honestly, I'm not even in the mood for the interview or whatever. But my agent is right, I haven't been doing anything these past few weeks.

When I finally got out, Ian was typing something in his phone, "did you know they're coming here after tomorrow?" He suddenly asked.

"Who? The others?" If I said their names it would've taken over 2 minutes, that's why I always say the others.

"Yup. Apparently they're leaving Australia tomorrow, which means they'll arrive after tomorrow."

"That's great! I miss them." I grinned widely at thought that I'm going to be seeing the them in 2 days.

I didn't realise that it's been a week since we came back from Australia, if it wasn't for the Becca thing we would've came back with them. I'm not complaining though, if this trip didn't happen and if Rebecca didn't get that cruel disease, Ian and I would still be in the position where everything is very awkward.

"Don't you get it, Neen?" He said shaking his head.

"No, what do you mean?" I replied with a question of my own. I truly don't get what he meant.

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