I grab Blade and Shayla's hands and start skipping to the hotel doors with Erika and Kasey close behind us. I start giggling because the look on Blade's face while he tries concentrating on not falling. Shayla is dodging things, way to funny. We reach the hotel and walk inside. I figure I should drop thier arms and stop skipping so we don't get anymore weired looks than we already are. We reach the Andy and I's hotel room and i enter to an empty room.
"Anybody home?" I sing. I hear a giggle, not a female giggle but a male giggle.
THEY'RE HIDING FROM US! THOSE CUNTS! I turn around to the others putting my finger on my lips to signal them to be quiet and point to the bathroom door, because it's obvious they're hiding in there.
"Go hide." I whisper. They stalk away being as quiet as they can. I slowly creep over to the wall connecting to the bathrrom, there is a wall that seperates the bathroom and the rest of the room, if that makes any sense.
About five minutes later I see a head peek out, a CC head. The door closes almost as soon as it opens.
"I don't think they're here!" I hear CC say.
"Someone go check!" Jake says, I think it was Jake.
Mere seconds later I see Andy slowly walking out. I jump out behind the wall in front of him.
"BOO!" I yell. The next thing he does I do not expect. He pins me to the wall, hands above my head with one of his hands on my stomach. I gasp a little and stare into his ice blue orbs. We starre and I see his eyes flick to my lips. My eyes flick to his and I notice his head moving closer to mine.
A throat gets cleared making both Andy and I look over to see Erika, Blade, Kasey, and Shayla staring at Andy and I. I snap back to reality and look back at Andy.
"Andy, what the hell?!" I sat kind of embarassed that that happened in front of people. It's happened about twice this past week because im an ass and scare him when we comes out of the bathroom. You think he'd learn. He removes his hand and blushes a little bit. I grin at him and poke his cheek.
"Sorry, you scared me!" I giggle and sigh because everyone is looking at us. By everyone I mean BVB and Hopeless Awakening. My face gets a little hot.
"Okay, well, hey everyone!" I say mainly to the BVB boys. I get really big smiles from Jake and CC having them yell a hello in response. Ashley does the head nod thing. Funny story, Shayla and I where being ass hole's to her little sister once and kept doing that. It made her freak out and yell at us.
"It's time for you people to meet my people! Okay that sounds weird, but by you people I mean you guys," I point to BVB, "and my people I mean you guys." I finish by pointing to Kasey, Blade, and Erika. Everyone starts to talk while I awkwardly stand in the corner. I pull my phone out and start writing in my phone.
"The darkness surrounds me,
it's getting so cold.
With nobody to hold,
my world is so empty.
All what's left is pain,
no sunshine to light my way,
just never ending rain.
I drown in tears.
My heart is crying,
nobody seems to notice,
my soul is dying."
I finish writing, now not in the room to talk to anyone anymore. I sit my phone down and walk to the bathroom locking it behind me. How can my mood change so fucking quickly? I slide down the door trying not to cry. Why is it so hard? Why can't it just be over? A never ending story called my life. The never ending bi polar mood. Fucking hell! The tears start sliding down my cheeks and I have no control whatsoever.
I press my hand over my mouth to block out the whimpering and stupid noises I make when I cry. How can I be this bright loving girl but instantly turn to this? This shitty mood of being broken wanting to not be here? So many questions that can't be answered. Why?
The tears subside with little sniffles here and there and those stupid trying to gasp for breathe. There's a soft knock on the door.
"Serenade?" I hear a voice but in no mood to care who. Not caring eneough to reply I just sit there staring at the wall.
"Serenade, please open up." The voice says again.
"Are you okay? You've been in here for an hour." I slowly open my mouth but nothing comes out.
"Serenade, open the door. I saw what was on your phone, please open the door." Whoever is speaking sounds like my mm when I was little and would lock myself in the bathroom.
"If you don't open the door I'm going to fucking kick it open." At that I finally decide to stand up and open the door. When I open it I'm faced with a concerned looking Andy. I notice everyone else is gone. They all left, forgeting about my existence.
"Hi," I barley get out.
"Serenade, what the fuck is this?" He looks almost on the verge of tears. My eyes tear up and I smile a sarcastic smile.
"Oh you know, my fucking lame writing." I force the words to sound cheery. He pushes his way in before I can close the door.
"What's wrong?"
"Go away."
"Not until you tell me what's wrong." I try and grab the door to leave but he removes my hand and sits against the door. I sit down with my back against the bath tub bringing my knees up to my chest. We stare at each other until I finally look away burying my face in my knees.
"What's wrong?" He asks again.
"I hurt." A tear slides down my cheek as I say this.Theres some shuffling and then I feel two pairs of arms wrap tightly around me, pulling me onto their lap. It's obviously Andy.
"Why?" I feel his soft breathe on my ear.
"I don't know." With that he doenst say anything. I lie my head on his chest and shiver a bit. He sits me back on the floor and gets up, leaving the room. Great, I told him how I felt now he left. Amazing. More tears slide down my cheeks at that. He steps back in causing me to wipe my eyes. He shuts the door and walks back over to me with his zip up hoodie. He sits down pulling me back on his lap and wraping the jacket and his arms around me. I cuddle up in his chest and close my eyes.
"They should be back soon with pizza." He whispers into my ear. I feel goosebumps form on my skin at his deep breath in my ear. I wrap my arms around his waist tightly and take a deep breath of his warm scent. Silence fills the room untill Andy start's softly humming a song I've never heard.
