Catch Me When I Fall

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Autumn's POV

My back was still against the wall while I sat.

Tears were still flowing and sobs were still escaping from my mouth.

Suddenly, I felt my phone vibrated in my back pocket.

I wiped the tears that were on my cheeks and took a deep breath.

I reached for my phone and took it out.

I saw that Harry tweeted something.

Why on earth would he tweet something after what just happened?

I decided to read it out of curiosity.

It says that he was going on the twit cam.

I opened it as well to see what was going on.

Harry looked broken.

I could see that he was at the roof top.

The bright blue sky was the background.

He was talking while sobbing between each word he said making me sadder and sadder each second.

Each sentence he said came a tear on his face.

It broke my heart to see him like that.

I began to panic when he started talking about life.

My hands tremble making my phone drop down on the floor.

I immediately ran to the top of the building to find Harry.

I could see the boys running the same direction as I was.

They must of saw the video.

We didn't find Harry, but his phone.

I ran towards the side of the roof and saw him falling making me eyes grew wide.

I began to shout at him.

I started to tell him the truth.

I told him that I loved him and that I cared.

I shouted every word I wanted to tell him, but I was too late.

This was all my fault.

I never wanted this.

I never wanted to hurt him in any way possible.

I couldn't take seeing him losing his life.

Everything was a mistake.

And I blamed it on Rick.. and myself.

His green eyes were on mine.

I could see him giving us a sad smile.

Then he shut his eyes closed before he feels the impact.

I can't stand it anymore.

I took a step closer to the edge.

I was about to jump.

I wanted to catch Harry.

I wanted to catch him when he falls.

He will do the same thing if that happens to me.

I wanted him in my arms.

I wanted to be with him.

I couldn't live without him, just like how he couldn't live without me.

I screamed like a maniac, but I didn't care.

My body trembled, but my feet jumped off of the roof.

I heard the boys calling my name, but I ignored them.

Some other strangers gasping and shrieking.

My body fell as I felt the wind on my face.

I could feel my hair flowing upwards.

I wasn't able to reach him.

I screamed his name repeatedly.

Why am I doing this?

I'm no superman.

I'm just a stupid heartbreaker.

There were tears streaming down my face, non stop.

He reached the ground before I could catch him.

I cried even more making my eyes close shut, not wanting to see what just happened.

Waiting for my turn.

I never thought that this would happen.

I never thought that it would end like this.

Every good moment and memories flashed in my head.

The fun times and the worst times with Harry.

I loved him every second of my life, but now it was all wasted.

I made huge mistake and I just wish I would take back those words.

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