I Can't Take Advantage

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Marcel's POV

I was on my way towards Harry's place before I entered and closed the door behind me.

I looked around the house.

I went upstairs and I assumed that it was a bedroom.

Nikki have told me to act out as Harry.

I'll act as a jerk and in the end, I'll break up with Otto and tell her that I'm in love with Nikk.

But I'll be as Harry.

I knew that I shouldn't have done this.

I've never done anything this bad since Nikki came in my life.

I remembered that day when those bullies were throwing sharp glasses at me when I was a nerd.

Then I heard her voice defending me.

I didn't know who it was because I was too scared to look up.

Then suddenly, the same person's voice talked to me.

It was Nikki.

She was the only person who defended me.

I wanted to thank her, but then she just ran away.

When she asked me if it was love or just something I want to return.

I didn't know the answer.

Maybe both?

I saw her again and we became best friends.

I even found out that she has a twin sister, Nicole.

I slept with her once because she reminded me of the girl whom I like that never would mirror my feelings back to me.

Nicole was the best.

But I love Nikki.. Right?

I was so scared knowing that I had a kid with her.

Maybe it was just because the mother wasn't Nikki, or I was just not ready to be a dad.

I've changed outside of school, but I have always been the nerdy Marcel in class.

I just wanted to be myself.

I changed because I wanted Nikki to like me back.

Even if it takes to be someone else.

I looked around the room.

Suddenly, I heard someone talking downstairs.

Without thinking, I quickly jumped on the bed and hid myself under the blanket before I shuttered in fear.

I had no idea why I was doing that, but without Nikki around, the real me always appear.

I have always been scared of people.

Not my friends though.

And as on friends, I mean the guys that works for my dad.

They have taken care of me since I was little since my parents were too busy to spend time with me.

I heard footsteps coming closer and closer before I heard a giggle.

"Harry?" I felt a hand on my back making me flinch. "What on earth are you doing? It's just me." She said.

This person might be Otto, and I can't act as the real me now.

I had to act like Harry.

Nikki have trained me for years and I knew how Harry acts, but this time, I had to make him look mean.

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