time || yoongi x umji

Fifteen (15)

Yewon's POV

I was just about to leave the convenience store when I overheard 2 girls talking. Not talking but bad talking about me and Yoongi. I couldn't stand to hear it so I left as fast as I could.

I couldn't even walk around without being pointed and whispered at. It just got on my nerves so much. Ignore them, I reminded myself.

I suddenly felt someone grab my wrist. I looked up and saw Yoongi. "It's not safe to be out here alone anymore. I will tell you later."

We arrived back at our apartment and I saw the WGM manager. He had a mad but sad look on his face.

"You must be wondering on why I'm here. You probably both heard about the news about both of you." We both nod our heads. "Since it became of a much bigger issue than we expected to be. You will be no longer be on WGM due to amount of rumours and hate going on. I'm sorry but to protect you both, both of you CEOs has decided that it will be best to do this."

I could feel tears stinging in my eyes and tempting to fall. I have only been on this show for 1 month and they're calling quits on us?

"Will we at least have a goodbye episode?" Yoongi timidly asks.

"Sorry but no. You will be moving out of this apartment immediately. Gfriend and BTS will no longer be able to be in public until this news has been cooled down." He stands up and slams the door to our apartment.

As soon as he left, I couldn't help it but cry. I felt his arms embracing me and stroking my hair softly. I didn't want to leave him yet. I needed to learn about him and be with him more but I can't.

I finally got myself together and pulled away. I wiped my tears and fixed my hair, trying to make myself look nicer. Who am I kidding? I look like a mess right now.

"We have to go pack our things." I say, having no emotions in my voice.

"O-okay." He responded, his voice shaking. He looked like a mess just like me. I saw tears coming out so I reached out and wiped them away. He smiled weakly.

I finished packing all my things. Before I left, I walked around our apartment, remembering all of the happy moments I had. I noticed that Yoongi was right beside me ready to go.

"I'll see you some time right? Even if it means in 50 years. I'm sorry we couldn't have been on this show longer. I wish I could have spent a longer time with you. Good luck with Gfriend and all. I'll always be watching you even if you don't see me." He looks deeply into my eyes.

"Yep, this won't be goodbye yet. I wished I could've learnt more about you. Good luck with BTS, I'll be supporting you no matter what." I say. Neither of us opens the front door as we don't want for our time together to be done.

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I arrive at our dorm with my members embracing me into a hug. It feels like I haven't seen them in a while. Their expressions show happiness but deep inside, I know they are worried about what will become of us and me.

They leave me alone as I unpack my things. I couldn't help but feel sad.

I grabbed a black hoodie with a 93 on the back. Yoongi had lent this to me when I felt cold while we were walking at night. I could still feel his touch and smell of him. I slipped it on and somehow, it made me feel like he was really there.

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2 weeks later.....

Yoongi's POV

It was the day of a yet again, award show. The first time BTS will be out in public since 2 weeks. Nobody has posted on any of our SNS. I have seen comments from our 'supportive' fans, asking when will we post anything. It has also been 2 weeks since I have seen.... Yewon.

We sat in our seats waiting for our turn. Currently there was about 8 groups that performed already. I heard fans cheering for every group except us. And Gfriend. Not surprising though.

My members all look at each other, nervous on how everybody will react.

"Just be yourselves like we have always done." Namjoon says.

They lights go off and I hear music to...

Rough:Gfriend

There was barely any cheers for them which I know we all feel bad. My members haven't seen their crushes in a long time too.

My eyes dart straight away to Yewon. She looks pretty as always but something's off. Her expression is what hit me hard. Just by looking at her, I know that she has been suffering. And that's what I have been feeling too. Her smile is faint but it looks forced. Her members also look terrible. All of them look blank, not being the girls I used to know.

My members look worried about them too. The amount of hate they get while their still young is something that nobody should feel. But it's all part of being a idol.

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It was finally our turn to perform. None of us wanted to but it was against our own will.

The music starts playing. Complete silence and I mean it. No fan chants or screams. Just dead quiet. I had no energy to put any effort in it because it was pointless. It won't change the way people saw us. I sensed my members thought this way too because they made some mistakes. Just small enough that if you looked very closely, you would see.

We walked off stage as fast as we could, not wanting to be there any longer. It was already bad that we were at this award show in the first place.

All of our staffs and managers didn't bother us about our tiny mistakes and not putting enough energy in it because I think they know we feel horrible about ourselves.

Surprising we won Best Male Group Dance award and Gfriend too. The voting probably already ended before this issue came big.

"Thank you ARMYS for giving this award to us and thank you to all of our hardworking staffs especially our choreographer. Hopefully if any of you still are ARMYS, please support us in the future. Thank you!" Namjoon says his speech. We all give a 90 degree bow and thank everybody.

I thought this was as worse as it will get but I was wrong.

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Kind of a sad Sumji chapter but this is where all of the drama starts happening! I accidentally published his chapter before I finished writing, oops. (I don't know if any of you noticed that)
Hope you enjoy this chapter! (Sorry about all of he grammar mistakes 🙈)

Bye~~