Twisted knots

13•Are we there yet?•

The night was young and so are we. Driving down a road I don't know as we head for our destination. Not able to see from the blind fold but hearing the car running and the radio.

"Are we there yet?" I asked.

"Almost" a sweet simple reply. Humming to the song blast through out to the car we stop.

"We are here."
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Waking up from my amazing dream I wouldn't mind having I grab my phone to see it's almost noon and I should of been at the library.

Getting up I notice a note.

' Dear Jordan,
You looked to cute to wake up so I left u asleep. I have to run to do something and I won't be back till 2. Don't worry about your school work at the library use my computer. ~Oscar'

I didn't care that it was almost noon I wanted to have some cereal. Grabbing the box and opening it I find that there's only enough for me.

Going into the fridge I grad the empty milk container. Oh my god why? So grabbing a new bag I see it's empty as well. Can a girl not have some cereal?

"There's no milk for my cereal!" Messaging Oscar.

"Getting some right now."

Yes! Cereal. Doing a little happy dance I grab a little power bar to boost me a bit more to do work. That I don't want to do.

Opening the lap top I start my work. Only gotta do 10 questions for math and an essay that will be due Monday next week for English and a right up about cells for science. Not to bad.

As I was finishing up the right up for science Oscar came in. "It's about time I'm hungry!" He smiles at me so big and bright. I think I'm falling so much for him.

"Yes I got it, I was wondering if u want to go on a dinner date with me. We can go to the movies after?"

"Fancy dinner? And yes I will love to go with you."

"Yes it is and holy I though you were going to say no."

"Only on one condition." He looks at me as if I grew 6 heads. I reply so slowly I swear those eyes balls of his were gone pop right out. I asked him to help me with my essay even though I didn't need help I like spending time with him what can I say.

It took us hours to even write the first paragraph down. We laughed at stupid jokes and we acted like our selves around each other and I like it. I love how free I feel, how open. Everything is perfect around HIM. This boy just knows how to get my attention.

Than once we stopped laughing he looked up at me into my eyes. We just sat there for a good 2 minutes till his phone buzzed.

"Sorry I have to take this. You should start getting ready we will leave in an hour." Getting up I clean what mess we made and jumped into the shower. I know it's none of my business but who is calling him?

I had the hardest decision deciding what to wear out of the 3 dresses I have. A black right knee high dress, a green knee high with black strips dress, or a black with white lace above the knee.

I finally decided on the black dress that has a tight grip onto my bare skin. Hugging me in all the right places.

Putting on my nice black high heels. I looked in the mirror deciding what I should do with my hair. I finally decided on curled.

Walking downstairs I still hear him on the phone. Walking into the kitchen where he was I stood there waiting for him to get off. Looking to my right I see we have 10 minutes to get there.

Yet, he never once looked at me. He was quietly talking than he looked at me and stopped.

"Can u please go somewhere else this is private." Thinking nothing if it I left. I went up to my room and sat on my phone waiting for him to get off. 20 minutes pass by and nothing. I took off my clothes and took of my make up. I put my hair up in a messy bun and put pjs on. I lay in bed and turn on the tv to Netflix.

Maybe, just maybe Once upon a time would brighten my mood. Slowly my eyes closed and I fell into a deep sleep hoping to forget everything.

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Waking up I find the house is quite. Not a sound. Getting up I walk downstairs to see if Oscar may have been down there. Nothing but the wind that whispered. Walking back upstairs I follow the path I once took days ago to his room. Opening the door I see 2 figures in the bed. A girl with long hair. Ocean. I ran to my room and pack all my stuff so fast I was out like no tomorrow. Tears running down my eyes along with the rain falling upon. Sad people must like the rain, because you can't see all there tears they shed.

I drove my car to where I once called home. Banging on the door i realized no one was home. Than I heard foot steps. Blake opened the door. I stop right there and bear hug the guy that was my first love but never loved me back.

"Make love to me." As tears still ran down my face. He looked at me with a worried look.

"I can't do that, not when your upset and not yourself." As he let go of me.

"Than sleep beside me? Not make love but make me feel like I'm worth it." A slight smile appeared he grabbed the bags I dropped and took me into the house I so dearly missed.

"I'm home." I say as I sit on the couch after placing my things down. I asked if we could have a lazy day because I was still in my pjs. He nodded and put on flubber a movie I have always loved as a kid.

I asked when he knew holden would be home. He told me he just got up yesterday and would be home in a couple of days. I also asked him if tomorrow he could get the rest of my stuff from Oscars place.

Blake asked and asked why I left and what was wrong, but I didn't want to. The truth is I don't 100% trust him. A part of me wants to tell him and another doesn't.
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Once the movie was over Blake asked again. I finally gave him and told him from start to finish. I cried on his shoulder for god knows how long.

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10:00 came and I was tired,I was sad,and I was weak.

We walked up to my room with Blake behind and we fell asleep. Me in his arms. Cuddling and warm. I love cuddles gosh.

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Sorry how late this chapter is. Forgive me

Goodnight everyone xoxo