Twisted knots

17•Another one•

I woke up yet again from another nightmare similar to the others. All about my mother. I need to find out the truth. Sweat was dripping from my face and tears along with it. Blake was sound asleep beside me. Putting on my underwear and his shirt I go downstairs. The clock read 3:30 and I wasn't ready to see that. I wanted one night without waking up. I decided to make some cereal and watch a movie to pass the time or even fall asleep again.

I started watching the greenhouse academy on Netflix and watched it all without passing out. Finally putting on another show I passed out.

I so badly wanted to stay up and watch the rest but my eyes told me to sleep. So I did so. Sleep is a wonderful place if there's no nightmares.

******The nightmare******

I walked down a long dark Hallway, the lights were all off but one room. The big carved wooden book was open just a bit.

Walking towards it I here voices not pleasant ones. Peeking through it I was 3 people the only person I could make out was my mother. Face red with anger and a mouth full of fire the way she spoke.

My mother was never one to yell so much hatered at someone. That someone she was yelling at finally turned so I could see him my own flesh and blood my father. Another women was there sitting in a chair smiling like it's the best thing she's seen all day.

She finally gets up and speaks.

"He's done with you and we want nothing to do with you right honey." As she looks towards my father with a sweet evil smile as my father returns one as well.

Than something shinny caught my eye, a knife. While my mom went at the other women in the room he strapped her as she looked through the crack on the door and saw me with tears running down her face.

She didn't have a fast death but a slow one.

"Run and hide don't let them hide you!" My mother called so what did I do I ran, I ran for the life of me.

Next thing I know I was back in my bed tied down. My eyes were still closed. I couldn't open them no matter how hard I tried.

"Make her forget sweetheart so we can live happily ever after just like we planned." Everything was slowly going dark.

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"Jordan wake up your dreaming!" I shot up sweating and crying. I reached for Blake and held him like today was my last day on this planet we call home. 

We held each other for what seemed like an hour.

"Want some good Jordan?" I look up with my face not full of tears but a smile .This boy knows how to brighten my mood up.

"Oh when you were sleeping Holden called and said he will be home tomorrow for his birthday."

"Ok thanks for letting me know, now let's get food!" We went into the kitchen to see that it was sunny and would be perfect to go long boarding. So once we ate we went and long boarded than went to get more food and drinks.

"I want a red monster and a day of mini eggs or 2 , oh and also a bag of chips. My favourite ones; cool ranch."

"Ugh, you fat ass." I looked up at him and smirked. We walked up to check our stuff out and leave when the dude there kept looking at me.

"Aren't you the girl that beat up a guy in grade 9?" I look from him to Blake.

"Yeah...why?"

"Your a legend at our school. All of the guys think your hot."

"Well thanks I guess." As we grab our bags and leave with a wave.

Walking out I bump into a lady as we both say sorry I looked at her like I was studying for a test.

"Do I know you?"

"No, sorry I don't know no so probably not. Do I remind you of someone perhaps?"

"Yeah now that u say that, you looked like my mother."

"Oh, well I'll be on my way." I look over to Blake and tell him how much she looked like my mother just 2-3 years younger than me and I'm 17.

"Wait, before we forget wanna go shopping for your brother birthday we forgot to get him something and clothes for the party too. Than we can get food."

"True and okay."
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***Blake's POV****
The way Jordan looks at me is utterly amazing and I love that she's not afraid to show who she truly is when she's around me.

I so bad wanna tell her I love her and hold her hand but I don't think we are ready for that yet.

Getting into the truck I look over to see Jordan's hair almost getting stuck in the door from the wind blowing it. 

"Let's go." She looks over and smiles. I start it up and had guns n roses playing loud. I go to turn it down but Jordan smacks my hand and turns it up.

God I love this girl. She's so damn beautiful.

Once we arrive we headed right to get some more food because Jordan's belly was "calling" to her for food. This girl is amazing to be around.

After we went and order food for the party and drinks. Than we made our way to finally get him something.

We got him an album of the only guns n roses that he didn't have. We picked up candy. The Mrs.browns boys season that came out. Lastly, we got him a $100 gift card to Walmart along with Cologne.

Now off home.

*****Jordans POV*****

Once we were done and got in the car with our stuff and Holden's birthday gifts we head home.

But something was still really on my mind all day.

"I wanna find out what really happen to my mother." Blake looks over confused.

"I thought she had cancer. Why are you so interested all of a sudden?"

"The dreams I have they have my mother in it, dad, and Holden's mom. The same dream I have over and over showing more details every time and a bit more stuff. Everyone I watch her die and see me just before she dies."

"Holden told me you were to young to even know your mother."

"I was old even Blake." I look over out the window wondering some more.

"Don't you think it would be weird if your dad never cried when your own mother dies; his love? Mine didn't. Wouldn't you think it's weird that not even a month later he found Holden's mom? It's odd Blake I wanna find out the truth."