☾home ft sm☽

part 18

Shawn pulls me up and together we walk to the door.

'Get in' shawn says and he opens the door op his jeep and I get in

'Were are we going?' I ask while shawn gets in on the other side of the car.

'You promised to ask no questions Bamber' he laughs and I roll my eyes

'You know I don't like surprises so you beter tell me before I get out' I say loud and shawn turns his head to me and smiles

'Alright we are going to my favourite place on earth and no one knows about it and you can't tell anybody, never. Promise me you will never tell someone that this place exists' he says with a serious voice

'I promise, you know you can trust me' 'Yes I do that's why I'm going to show it to you because you are the one I will trust with my life if I have to' he says focousing on the road

'But you have to give me a hint, please shawn I need just one hint that's all' I ask with my puppyeye's

He looks at me and smile 'Alright then, one hint. It's a beautiful place and you will absolutly love it' he says still smiling

'That isn't a hint  that's what you think about it and what you will think I will think about it' I say so-called angry

'That are a lot of think's' he laughs

'Stop mendes just give me one hint'

'Okay you win but promise you will stay in the car and don't get out' he says and gives me a quickly smile

'Yes Yes I promise like I already did too much today' I say curious

'It's 2,5 hours left driving and when we will be back home when its dark'

'2,5 hours left???!!' I aks unbelieveble

'Yes now stop whining and sing with me' he turns the music louder and starts singing.

'Come on Bamber sing with me I know you want to so stop stopping yourself and sing!!!'

I start laughing and sing with him, that's what we do the for 2 hours long.

'Alright Alright you won mendes you can sing higher that I can. I admir it so stop being selfish and be happy I gave up' I laugh to shawn and he laughs back

'You have an amazing voice ell you know that. Why don't you do something with that I know you can do it, stop stopping yourself from an amazing carreer you can get' he says out of nowhere.

'I don't know, because I'm scared?' I answer soft. 'Ell i know you can do this I believe in you, if I can do that you can too. I'm sure'

'Hmm maybe' I mumble

'I have an amazing idea!' Shawn yells

'Alright you and a great idea, you never had one all of your idea always turn out in trash. Remember that time you wanted to clim together to the moon and you put a ladder on the roof but I was scared to go first so you went first and the ladder felt and you felt of the rood with the ladder on you? The ambulance had to come and...'

'Alright I get it okay please stop' he yells ashamed and I laugh really loud when I think about that day, it was amazing till shawn felt

'The point is, you just said it yourself, you was scared so I went first. If you would have go first you would lay down there and the docters said I was lucky because I didn't felt on my head. If you felt on your head you would probably be dead by now' he laughs

'Hahaha Thanks mendes I never thanked you for that' I says still laughing

'No problem always for you ell' he gives me a smile

'But what was the point?' I ask

'the point is that if you are scared I be here for you, I will go first and be always by your side' he says and I smile to him

'You are the best friend I can ever ask for you know that right'

'Yes I do' he answer 'I would be friends with me too if i was you, what would you be without me?' He asks and smiles

'I was less hyper creative and musical with I wouldnt really mind but without you I was nothing I'm now so thank you shawn for everything, for being there always for me and my family' i says

'Always for you ell'