Her Heart (1/3)

Chapter 4

Caroline's POV

It's Monday.

I usually hate Mondays but today i felt inspired and motivated.

Last night i was planning my future with Jeremy again and suddenly, i felt like i was wasting my time with all of this nonsense. I was the type of person that went for what they wanted, and i couldn't sit and wait for him to approach me, that's old school.

Today i decided i was going to tell him how i felt about him. And i may not be like any of the girls he goes for, but i hope i might be that someone different for him.

But than again, i had to prepare myself for the possible rejection. My heart accelerates upon the thought. I was pushing myself outside of my comfort zone, i mean, that's how we grow and learn from our mistakes, and somehow it excited me that i was taking this drastic step.

If it wouldn't work out, than so be it. But at the end of the day, I'd be proud of myself for actually going through with it and just letting him know how i felt.

It would prove that i didn't understand the definition of fear and it would show that i won't let what i can't do, interfere with what i can do.

Today, i take an extra long shower just preparing for school. I lotion my soft caramel skin thoroughly. I enter my walk-in closet and i look through the various colour coded clothes.

Since i was feeling brave today, i decided I'd ditch the jeans, hoodie, sneakers and Vans backpack.

I decided to go for a plain nude mini skirt that made my curves come alive, a long sleeved brown-nude Nike jersey and wore my white Alexander McQueen sneakers.

I create a cute messy bun on my head and apply minimal makeup. Finally, when im done i grab my mini Louis Vuitton back pack and look in the mirror.

I look fucken cute!

Im more confident than ever that im ready to go through with my plan.

Today i decide to travel in a Lamborghini. So i tell my driver to ditch the audi and he takes me to school in a matt black Urus.

Immediately when my driver pulls up at the school doors, the students that were outside the school going about their own business, stop and admire the beast of the car. Their reaction is suddenly making me extremely nervous and shy, and just like that, im having second thoughts.

They start taking out their phones and taking pictures, some recording videos as everyone anxiously waits for the owner of this beast to step out.

My driver finally opens the door for me and i step out. Immediately they start whispering to each other and there's gasps. I hear some of them asking each other who i am as i grip my bag tighter and start making my way towards the huge crowd by the door.

I've never had so many guys look at me the way they are now, and I've never seen so many girls give me threatening looks like they are now.

As I approach the doors, one guy decides to open the door for me and i smile and thank him as he keeps looking at me up and down.

I let out a little sigh, thankful that I've made it past them, but that little (huge) crowd was the least of my worries.

After the doors closed behind me, i looked up and it feel like the entire school was playing the manican challenge, only, looking directly at me.

"Holy shit." i whisper, but it was so quiet im pretty sure everyone heard me.

I wasn't used to having this kind of attention and now, i feel like I've made the biggest mistake of my life! What the fuck was i thinking coming to school dressed like this? Dad told me to keep a low profile and now, here i am. By the end of the day, they'll know my dad's middle name!