Her Heart (1/3)

Chapter 29

"I'm back and there's nothing you can do! You took everything from me, and now you will pay! I Will ruin your life just like how you ruined mine!"

Then I woke up with my heart racing, sweat covering my body, and in a dark room which I soon recognised was our room, with Ryan sleeping peacefully next to me.

I had to catch my breath after that nightmare. I stayed in bed and watched him sleep peacefully and listening to his light snoring. Doing those actions had actually calmed me down.

I then went down to the kitchen for a glass of water and a midnight snack.

That was one hack of a dream huh? I thought to myself. But why? Who was talking? Who's voice was it? I swear it sounds familiar. Yeah that's a nightmare for you. Just try going back to bed. I thought to myself, which would have been a good idea if it wasn't 2am in the morning. Great now I'm never going to go back to bed.

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It has been two hours since I woke up and I still didn't have sleep in me. Everyone in the pack house was asleep and I was the only person who was up.

I have been binge watching episodes of the big bang theory, eating junk. I had created a little happy place for myself and forgot all about the nightmare.

My phone pinged and when i took a look at it, it was Jeremy.

Jeremy: Princess. You up?

Me: What do you want King?

Jeremy: Im just checking up on you baby. I miss you.

I roll my eyes.

Me: Fuck off.

Jeremy: Do you think we can meet up some time?

Me: No. For what?

Jeremy: I wanna apologize to you and i dont want to do it over text.

Me: I don't care about your stupid apology. You only want to apologize now? After all these years? Miss me with that bullshit.

Jeremy: Baby please. Im sorry.

Me: Im blocking you. Stop trying to stand in the way of my happiness. Ryan is everything you're not, everything you can never be. I thought we were past the kiddie phase but you were still playing games with me.

Jeremy: I fucked up with you. I realise that now. But Cee both you and I know that what you and I have, can never be found anywhere else. I know I've hurt you in the past, and im truly sorry for that. I realise now that I've been fucking around with useless girls, having meaningless fucks when I had you all along. You are my safe place baby, the only pure thing in my life. You made life a little bearable and im sorry i acted like a dick towards you.

I read the message and didn't reply, just reading it again. When he doesn't see me typing he sends another text.

Jeremy: I know there's a possibility that we can never go back to what we used to be, but you know your way back home, and I'll be here waiting.

I read the message and sighed out loud. Well there goes my happy place. I leave him on read and decide to switch off my phone.

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By the time Ryan had came back from training, which was around 08:20, I had just finished having my shower.

I was looking at my outfits that i laid out on the bed, when I was instantly hit by the amazing smell of vanilla and I could feel my lips forming a smile knowing exactly who it was.