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Words

YOUR POV

I had woken up to a constant slow beeping, my eyes fluttered open and I gaze up  at a white ceiling. I knew where I was but I don't remember what happened nor do I remember how or who brought me here. I slowly sit up and looked at my hands, then slid my hand across the blankets that covered me. 'I'm not dreaming.' I thought. I turn my head to the window looking at the sunrise. I slightly smile and turned my body and a wave of pain attack my nerves. I grunt and look down at myself and realize I was wearing a hospital gown and my black socks. There was also a needle in both my arms. I followed the left needles tube and a IV bag was attached, I turn the other direction and a blood bad was connected to my other arm. I look down at the needles and saw stitches on both of them. I slowly push of the blankets that covered me and saw stitches on my thighs, my body felt more painful then it normally does. I look to a small table stand and saw my phone and few other items. I grab the phone and looked threw everything on there. There was no calls, text, emails from Dad but he must be a sleep still. No texts or calls from anyone, not even Chandler.

"I really am a fuck up huh?" I whispered to myself so that I was only able to hear.

I open (music app of whatever you want) and pressed shuffle, the first song that came on was words by Skyler Gray. (If you don't know the song, it's up there ^ if you want to listen to it. Or if you don't like that song, you may choose one to your liking.) I simply sing along.

Lyrics
Always in a rush
Never stay on the phone
Long enough
Why am I so self important?

Said I'd see you soon
But that was, oh,
Maybe a year ago
Didn't know time
Was of the essence

So many questions
But I'm talking to myself
I know that you can't hear me
Anymore, not anymore

So much to tell you
And most of all goodbye
But I know that you can't hear me
Anymore

It's so loud inside my head
With words that I
Should have said
And as I drown in my regrets
I can't take back
The words I never said

Always talkin shit
Took your advice
And did the opposite
Just being young and stupid

Oh
I haven't been all that you
Could have hoped for
But I you held on
A little longer
You'd have had more reasons
To be proud

Oh
So many questions
But I'm talking to myself
I know that you can't hear me
Anymore, not anymore
So much to tell you
And most of all goodbye
But I know that you can't hear me
Anymore

It's so loud inside my head
With words that I
Should have said
And as I drown in my regrets
I can't take back
The words I never said

The longer I stand here
The louder the silence
I know that your gone
But sometimes I swear
That I hear
Your voice when the wind blows
So I talk to the shadows
Hoping you might be listening
'Cause I want you to know