The Bad Boys Weird Girl

~Here is the five stages of break up at there finest. ~

~ I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes. I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.~

~ Marilyn Monroe

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That whole week I went through the five stages of being broke up. Even though I didn't date him that long it hurt. Yes, I am afraid to tell you that I was hurt not just because he did it with that bitch but how I found out he was cheating on me.

Here are the five stages at there finest.

Stage 1: Finding out

This stage is where you find out about him/her cheating on you or they break up with you in the most painful way known to man.

In my situation I was cheated on by Xander with a no go lying bitch. You know how yhey say people are two faced? Well Faith is the two faced bitch.

Stage 2: Heart Broken

This is where us girl's cry our heart out, while stuffing our pie whole's eating our heart out.

Every where I turned my friends gave me pity glances while I just stayed silent and had my master poker face on.

Paris would usually tell me "I am gonna beat that bitches ass. That is so fucking low even for them, give the decency of a face to face break up not cheating on someone. After I'm done beating her ass I am going to kill that- he doesn't even deserve the right to be called a man."  Then she would hug me and try to take me out the house and get out but I always tell her to bring people to me not the other way around.

Stage 3: The Clingy Bitch

This is the point where I clung on to anything that I went by. I went by a tree today and I went up and hugged it and told the tree to call me for we can hang out sometime.

I am more clingy to Ace,Paris and Hannah. There the only people I talk to right now. I text and call them 24/7.

I texted Paris once when she was using the bathroom and we went through a full conversation while she was on the toilet.

Stage 4: Almost better but not fully healed

This is where everyone thinks there over him but there not. There's this little nagging part of your mind telling you You miss him, and You miss his touch and all that other crap that you don't want to hear right now in your healing moment.

You then cry your heart out knowing your head is right and you miss him and all that other stuff. You have your phone dialing his number but you stop then continue then keep on doing this until you snap out of it and out into the final stage.

Stage 5: I'm over you!

I was happy and singing when I woke up that final day. I was free. My pain was lifted and now I was just back to my normal self again.

Except I had a few battle scars on my heart from where I was healed. I was not going to waste any of my tears on that dummy any more and I gonna make sure of it.

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~Daesha