Forever and Always

CHAPTER 10: Stop

CHAPTER 10: Stop

All I see is darkness. I start to wonder what was happening until I realize that my eyes were simply closed. Slowly opening them, I take in my surroundings. It doesn't take me long to figure out that i'm at Devin's house. Thinking that, the memories of the last couple of days comes rushing back to me. My mind still can't wrap around the fact that Devin is a vampire. He is just too sweet and kind and no, it just didn't make sense. As I went through my recent memories, my mind landed on when I started packing and how Devin acted. That was a side of him I hadn't seen before, but I wish he would show more often. Just thinking about it made my heartbeat speed up. Maybe there are other sides to him that I haven't seen. That would explain alot. Now that I think about it, I don't know very much about vampires anyways. My dad never talked about them other than to say how much he hated them, so I have no information on them other than stereotypes. I'll have to ask Devin about it, then I can ask him another question that I've been waiting to be answered. Where is he anyways?

As if on cue Devin walks into the room, his eyes landing on me immediately, "you're awake," he says unnecessarily.

"Yeah," I say sitting up. He comes over to where I am on the bed and sits next to me, he puts his arm around my shoulders pulling me into his side. I rest my head right below his shoulder snuggling into him, finding comfort in his every touch. Every time his skin brushed mine or his breath moved across my skin, fireworks where set off in every spot. I've become used to it, but that didn't stop goosebumps from showing on my exposed skin. He lays back, pulling me with him, until we were both laying down, his lips land lightly on my forehead as he runs his fingers slowly and lightly through my tangled brown hair. Being in his arms, I feel completely calm and my eyes start to slowly close once again. The questions that I earlier had in my head jump to the front of my mind once again and I almost voice them, but I didn't want to break this perfect peace, this perfect moment. There is always another time, and if he's a vampire, we have eternity.

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"Dylan, please, stop.." I plead as the boy in white backs me against the wall.

"Oh come on Kitty, you know you want it, don't try and diny it," his deep voice thick with emotion as he gently caresses my face.

"No!" I push his hand off me, move around him, and start running down the alleyway. I look behind me, but I don't see him there. As I turn back around to look forward, I run into a solid mass. Looking up, I see the bright purple eyes of Dylan.

"That wasn't a question Kitty," he wraps his hands tightly around my upper arms and pushes me against the wall. A sharp pain goes through my arms as his nails break the skin and dig into my flesh.

"Now," he says getting really close to my face, "because you decided that it was a good idea to run from me, I'm going to have a little fun," as he says this he takes one hand from my arms and rest it between my legs.

"Please... Stop.." my voice cracks as tears run down my cheeks.

"And why should I?" he says as he rips my jeans so that he could have better access.

"Because I want you too," I say in a small voice. I hate that he was doing this, why didn't he just kill me? I don't care if it was painfully, in that moment, I would rather be dead then be touched by him.

He leaned in next to my ear, "And who said that I cared what you wanted?" suddenly he slipped two fingers inside me, I scream, I didn't like this at all, and I really didn't like the way my body was reacting.

"You like that?" he asks before kissing my cheek. I turn away from him just wanting this to be over with. "I don't hear a no," the words fall out of his mouth on a laugh, but then he gets a pout on his face as he moves his fingers inside me, "but I'm not hearing a yes ether." I really don't like the look on his face right now, "we'll have to change that wont we?" my eyes go wide as he takes his fingers out of me and starts to unbutton his pants. Realizing what he was doing, I start to move and try to push him away from me as best I could, but he was just to strong for me, I was completely helpless.

I screamed as he placed his hardened cock at my entrance, "No, Dylan, stop, if Devin finds out you did this he will kill you," I try to reason with him but he just laughs at me.

"If your precious little Devin cared about you so much, then where is he?" I had no answer, I had nothing. This was it, this was really going happen. Tears rushed down my face as I felt him thrust in. I don't even feel anything, I'm completely numb, my kat doesn't even react to the violation, she's about as done as I am. I just close my eyes wanting it to end, wanting everything to end. He grabbed my hair and pulled my head to the side. I didn't fight it, I didn't flinch, I didn't care. He kissed my neck lightly, like it would make what he was doing me any better, and sunk his teeth into the soft flesh. My vision started to blur. The darkness closing in on me from all sides of my vision. So this was what it was like to die, to be completely taken from the world. I have wished for this a number of times throughout my life, but why did it have to happen now? After I finally found happiness? Using the last of my energy, I conjure up an image of Devin. His beautiful face, his wonderfully blue eyes, his deep, rich voice.

As I think of his voice, I can almost hear it calling my name, "Kitty, Kitty, Kitty," it says as if he's trying to get my attention, "Kitty.. Kitty... Kitty.... Kitty.........." I just close my eyes and give into the darkness, listening to his sweet voice.

All of a sudden, instead of the voice slipping into nothingness, it started to get louder. I'm no longer in the dark cold ally, I'm laying on a soft bed surrounded by blankets. Dylan is no longer there, only Devin's voice and a hand shaking my shoulder. I sit up with a start when the nightmare finally fades all the way. Tears are still streaming down my face and I'm trembling uncontrollably.

"Kitty... Rebecca, it was just a dream, I'm here, its alright, I'll keep you safe," his arms where warped securely around me and I melt into him, needing him. I couldn't stop shaking, that was just too much. Devin was whispering sweet nothings in my ear while he held me in his arms. As my mind started to slowly clear, I needed something to get my mind off of it, so I did the only thing that I could think of that would get my mind off it and I needed answers, and so.

"Devin? Can I ask you a random question?"

"Of coarse, my sweet."