Untitled Pain-Tony

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by ouijaboardwh0re

by ouijaboardwh0re

Warning: Self harm/suicide
(Btw the song for each chapter is at the bottom of the whole chapter)

Your POV

"WHY!? WHY THE FUCK DOES THIS HAPPEN TO ME?? THE FUCK DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS SHIT!?" You screamed at yourself in your head. Your boyfriend, Y/E/N (your ex's name) well, should you say EX boyfriend, just broke up with you to go date your sister. He knows about your self harm, he couldn't care less about the fact that you want to kill yourself, and he never gave a shit about you. He would beat you, tell you that you're worthless, and spread rumors about you on the internet.

"Y/N Y/L/N's nudes have been leaked!" "Y/N Y/L/N seen cheating on her boyfriend!" "Y/N Y/L/N abuses her boyfriend!" Your computer screen read. The only people you trusted, and the only people who trusted you, were the guys from Pierce The Veil. They were like brothers to you, and you wouldn't trade them for anything else on the planet.

You called Tony, sobbing your face off.

"Hello?"
"Tony...tell everyone I said goodbye."
"Y/N, what the fuck are you talking about?"
"I'm leaving today."
"To go where? To do what?"
"Die."
"No..Y/N, stop it."
"G-goodbye."
"Y/N!?!"
You hung up.

You ran to the bathroom, your phone in hand. Your phone kept blowing up because of all the hate you'd been getting on social media. They wouldn't stop. They were never gonna stop. Not until you made it stop.

You found your blade. You pressed it up against your skin and just cried.

4 cuts for being ugly
6 cuts for being worthless
3 cuts for being fat
5 cuts for being useless
10 cuts for being stupid
8 cuts for your ex boyfriend
2 cuts for everything else

Just as you were about to make the 34th cut, you heard people burst into your house. Mike, Jaime, Vic, and Tony.

"Y/N, WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU?!" Tony yelled.

"Check the bathroom." Jaime said.

They all ran upstairs to the bathroom by your room. Luckily, you locked the door.

"Fuck...Someone kick this damn door." Vic muttered. When Vic was in a panic, he doesn't have much strength.

"Move the fuck out of the way." Mike growled as you heard Vic step away.

The door bursted open. Your vision blurred.

All you heard after that was Tony crying, Vic calling 911, and Mike and Jaime running around the bathroom to find anything that could stop the bleeding.

Save me from myself.

Don't let me be gone.

God. I seriously don't even know either, man. That shit...I don't know. I'm writing a part 2 of this soon. I'm sowwy for making this sad.
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Song: Drown by Bring Me The Horizon