August 6th 2017

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Ambition. How far does that get you? Everywhere I look I see goals. Possibly attainable, but I have no idea how to reach them or if I have the time. I always feel like time is slipping away, and it remains the only currency for crucial pieces of my life. Picking up a new skill set, making improvements, trying to be someone else,  it all takes times. Becoming for fit and working out, or trying to learn and improve intelligence, is it even possible to get smarter? Sometimes it doesn't feel like it. There are always so many obstacles in the way. Sometimes your worst enemy is yourself and your own judgement, your choices to waste time. 

Then I look up and see so many who have actually achieved great heights and wonder how can I be like them, how do I improve to such heights in so little time? Trying to achieve perfection in so many areas at once trying so hard to advance my skill set but being pulled back and pushed forward at every chance to improve by no one but myself. 

I have ambition. I have goals. I have wants. But do I have motivation? Drive? How do I get something that seems impossible? 

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