February 1st, 2020
Does anyone else ever have weeks where they feel like the whole world is against them and nothing can go right? I tried to keep a bright outlook. Tell myself if I keep a calm mentality then nothing bad could possibly happen. But then it does. And it does again. And over and over and over until I feel Ive hit my breaking point. As if the daily trials weren't enough. I get hit with wave of work until I feel like I'm drowning under the pressure. Then my relationships fall apart. I lose items that are most precious to me. I don't know how to tell the world that I've had enough. To ask what I'm being punished for, or how to stop the tears from falling. Sometimes I wish there was just a way to end all of the pain and emotions because it's the sparks of hope that I have left in my heart which sting the most as I am continually let down.
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Diary Opened
Non-ficțiuneInnermost thoughts and wonderings made public. In order to test the public and push the boundaries of the anonymous. Strong emotions and strong thoughts simply written down. Following a single story and the strongest most noteworthy point of stress...
