The Middle (GxG) (Sequel to The Beginning)

Chapter 15

-LYNN'S P.O.V-

I just walked in... to an angel laying naked on our bed. My jaw nearly dropped.. But I am tongue tied and drooling bad.
"Uh.. hi." I scramble for words.
"I want to try something new."
"What did you have in mind?"
I feel heat rising in my body. My lower region...ready.
"It involves." She pauses, guessing to think of how to word it? "Giving up my reward."
Everything in me set fire. Everything. My core especially.
"..what?"
"You heard me."
... hesitant...
"Are you sure?"
She nods. I walk over and lean forward and put a kiss to her lips. She kisses back slowly, almost a lure to bring me in. I pull back..thinking...
"You're absolutely sure?"
"Yeah. I'm sure, Ly."
"Oh..."
"Do you not want to?"
"I do, I just don't want to hurt you."
"I want a new safe word."
Only fair, considering our last one is..
"You pick."
I don't know!?
"Uh.. No? Or.. Stop?.." I hesitate.
"Stop."
I nod. I'm concerned though. She bites her lip and looks to me.
I stand up, removing my clothing and walking over to the dresser drawer. I open the drawer but stare at it for a moment. I'm seriously about to do this...
"I'm.. going to...look..weird..." I take a deep breath. "I don't know how.."
"We're going to figure it out." I can feel her eyes burn me. "Together."
"I think I'm more terrified of this than you are..."
I really think I am... if she doesn't?.. if.. if it ruins everything between us.
"Nothing will change if I don't like it."
"How do you always do that?"
"Read your thoughts?"
"Yeah."
"Because I love you more than anything. I guess it's enough for me to feel your worry.."
Guess it doesn't make much sense to complain, I read hers too.
I laugh.. "I don't even know how to.. put it on.. I'm in over my head here, baby."
"I can try to help?"
I grab the harness and take a deep breath before turning around. She's so beautiful.. But I feel like I could lose her..if I mess up or if she doesn't like it.
"You won't lose me."
"You really have to stop that."
"You do the same."
"I do..."
"Come here."
I walk slowly to her. FUCK... what am I doing? Why do I want to run?
She scoots herself to the edge of the bed and cups my cheeks in her hands. She kisses me lightly... a reassurance.
With her help, I finally get in the strap-on. I cover my face with my hands.
"I look riDICKulous.." I take the joke.
Her laugh was everything to me. She pulled my hands from my face.
"Are we really doing this?" I question.
My whole body filled with flames, fireworks shooting off in my stomach. She crawls back to the middle of the bed and lays down. I take a deep breath before climbing in after her.
I position myself between her legs but hesitate.
"Are.. you sure?"
"Yes, Ly.. I want to try this." She leans up and presses a kiss to my lips.
My heartbeat is sounding in my ear as I get closer to her. She lays back against the pillows. I slide my hands down from her sides, to hips, to between her thighs. I slowly rub my hand against her.
Her moans fire to me almost immediately or add fuel to the flames. I use my other hand and stick my fingers inside. She's wet.. which is a good thing, I would guess. I only thrust my fingers a few times before taking them out and tasting her. I will always enjoy her taste.
"Keep.. your eyes on mine?"
She nods. I bite my lip, she bites hers. Gods.. I'm so nervous.
I take my hand from her and guide the.. what do I call it? Toy? Oh god help me.
I press the tip against her sweetspot and she let's out a soft moan. I find myself debating whether this is real or not.. am I.. doing this?
I place the tip at the beginning of her entrance.
"Baby.. promise.. me one thing?"
"Hm?"
"If.. this isn't what you like.. please don't leave me.. I.. I don't want it to ruin us."
"It won't Ly.. I promise." She and I take deep breaths in unison. "I'm ready. Just go.. slow."
I bite my lip and slowly begin to push inside her. She lets out a big gasp, her eyes wide. This was a mistake... oh gods..
I stop but she nods for me to continue. I very slowly slip it inside her until my hips are to hers. Her breath heavy from either pain.. or maybe pleasure? I'm scared to find out.
"Is.. it bad?" She shakes her head.
"Can I continue?" She nods.
I slowly pull my hips from hers, she lets out a moan. I guess that's a good sign? I bring my hips back to her, again slowly.
I part our hips again. She pulls me down, capturing my lips with hers but it forces it to push fast. A loud sort of scream comes from her. I try to pull back but she doesn't let me.
"It's okay.." her breath shaky.
I begin to thrust my hips to her, not so slow but not fast. Her moans sound like all her others, so maybe I think she really does enjoy this. Her lips lock with mine but her moans fill our kiss.
Scared a little. Beginning to sweat from the movements or nervs, no clue which. Moving myself only a little faster and then keeping the pace. Her hips call for me as she slightly moves them out and forward against it.
"Lyy.." She whispers in the kiss. The sound is beautiful but it comes with her moans after, which makes it all the more sexy.
She bites my lip and I slip a moan into the kiss. Keeping my hips at pace to hers. Though her moans filled the kiss and she is struggling for air, she doesn't pull from the kiss. I have to, my breath gone too.
I lean down and press a soft kiss to her neck. I whisper into her ear before nipping at the earlobe.
"I love you so much. So so much."
"I.. I'm.." her moans grow louder.
"LYYYY." Her name being yelled, almost screamed to me.
I stop my hips, fully skin to skin with her hips.
"I.. don't want you to ..q..quit." her body shaking beneath me.
I look into her deep blue eyes and almost drown in the beauty of her soul. She searches for something in my eyes, something.. deep.
Moving my hips in a thrust again, her moans loud and echo against the walls. It's such a sexy sound, angelic too. Her hands find my back and she digs her nails into my back before dragging them across my skin.
My sweat stings against her marks. A layer of desire and lust cast over her eyes. Her moans intensify with each thrust. I keep a good pace, not too fast but definitely not slow.
"Ly.." my name comes off in a whisper again, it sends a chill down my spine.
It takes everything in me but I look away from her eyes and bring my lips to her neck. Her breath catches in her throat when my lips touched her skin. I love how she does this.
Her moans become more wild as she tenses. She gives another release.
"LYYY." It rolls from her tongue perfectly.
I stop myself again. Hips to hips. Her body trembles under me..
"Are.. you okay?"
Her smile no less than brilliant as she nodded then spoke.
"I am wonderful."
"Do you want me to quit?"
"I..I don't."
"And you're not hurting?"
"At first. But not anymore."
I slowly thrust my hips again before speeding up inside of her. Her moans fill the silence of the room and it's almost easy to forget where I am other than being alone with her.
It's not long before she releases again.
"LYYYYYY" she dragged my name out longer.
Her nails scratching against my back as she does come. She looks.. like she is going to fall asleep beneath me.. I wore her out.
I pulled out and took off the harness with a swift motion. I put it in our bedside table drawer. I collapsed next to her.
Taking her in my arms and on top of me, having her claim her royal spot on her pillow. Me. Her breathing was heavy but began to slow.
"Was it bad?"
"No. No, Ly. You made it perfect."
If she would have looked up she would have seen me blushing. Which she would tease me for. It made me smile.
"I'm sorry if.. I seemed scared." I sigh. "I was. I thought if you.. if you hated it.. you would hate me for doing it to you. I just don't want to lose you over..something so ..silly."
"Mm.. No. I'd never hate you. Never leave you.. And I would like to think maybe we could do it again in the future. It was actually good. But nothing beats your uh." She pauses. "Tongue.. And fingers."
"Oh, really?"
"Really."
"At least I know I'm good."
"Don't let it get to your head."
"As if. I'm victorious."
"I love you so much, Ly." She bites down on my neck, her favored spot where her teeth already have sunk in.
"Hey.. that's not fair."
"Mm. Sure it is."
I could feel her heartbeat slow.. And breathing calmed.
"I love you, Ly." She whispers against neck.
"I love you too."
I slowly descend my way to slumber. The sounds of her breathing brings me peace. Along with her heart softly beating against my bare skin.