The Middle (GxG) (Sequel to The Beginning)

Chapter 2

-JAMIE'S P.OV-

     She's so lost in thought it's showing on her face. Until a giant smile appears. And it is a very big, weird smile.
"You okay over there?" I ask, not concerned at all. "You look like fucking Joker." I try to joke.
     She started laughing, guess it worked.
"Yeah. Just thinking, love."
"About?"
"You. Always you."
"Why?"
"Reeeasooonnns." She drags the word out.
    We parked and she helped me out. Carrying me the whole way. I seriously don't want my legs if she is carrying me. But at the same time, I do. Kinda need them to fulfill our bet, oh so long ago.
    Just breathe. Just breathe.
"Miss James. How lovely to meet you. I'm Felix. Have you used your legs at all since waking?"
"Yeah I have someone helping me."
"Might I ask whom?"
    I point behind me to Lynn.
"That would be my fiancee, Lynn."
"Very nice to meet you. I'm so glad you have been helping her. It might speed this process." He smiles."You can sit right here. Just in case I need your help keeping her balanced."
    Not going to lie, Felix was awesome. And clearly gay. His whole posture is interesting and as straight as a circle.
"Alright. I need you to stand up."
    He gestered to Lynn and she came in front of me, pulling me to my feet.
"Good, good. Grab those bars on either side. Thank you Lynn, you can return to your seat."
    Lynn presses a soft kiss to my cheek. "You got this, love." She returns to her seat.
    I'm holding on to the bars tightly. I haven't walked unless Lynn was right in front of me or right behind. But I'm balancing I'm my own. Or trying.
"You're going good. Can you step forward?"
    I do so but wince. It hurts. It.. hurts.. I feel Lynn's eyes burning through me.
"Can you take another step?"
"It hurts.." I didn't want to cry.
"I know but we have to try, Jamie. It will get better."
   I take another step forward. Feeling tears weld up in my eyes.
"You're doing great. And all on your own. Let's go for a few more steps."
    With each move, I felt tears drop. And I've only taken like fucking 3. Every pain felt numb when I was in her arms and now it all hurts.
"I can't.." I look up to him, crying.
"I know you can, Jamie. Look at you. You've already taken 3. Can you give me 2 more?"
    It takes me a good 10 minutes to begin to move again. Each muscle pull was like having someone stab me a million times. It literally is making me weak.
"I can't.." I cried out as my legs turned to jello and I fell.
     Lynn instantly at my side.
"The hour is just now up anyway, Jamie. I will see you next week. You did really good! Just keep trying with Lynn and you should be walking, running and jogging by 2 more sessions." He tries to sound positive for me.
    Lynn helped me up after wiping my tears. She looked like she was going to cry. I'm sorry...
"I'm sorry.."
"No. You did good, love." She says as she started walking down the hallway.
"It doesn't hurt with you... But it hurt.."
"I know. We'll go home, eat and you can claim pillowship."
    I laugh to her. She always knows how to make me feel better.
"Or we could go to the animal shelter and get a kitty."
    I gasped.
"When?!"
"I don't see why not now? Gotta piggyback when there though. Can't hold you like this and try and hold a kitten."
"YYEEEEESSS." I yell.
     She flinches. Almost forgetting I was in her ear.
"Sorry..."
"I love it when you're excited. It's cute. Help me get you in the car?"
"Yeah." I duck my head against her chest so my head doesn't hit the door on the way in.
    She runs over to the other side and we drive off. Her hand takes mine before she even starts the car, like normal.
 
     The animal shelter is huge. Tons of rooms with cats and dogs. We go straight for the room with kittens.
"Theres a grey one that looks like a tiger!"
"It's adorable."
"It has blue eyes." She walks up to the kitty and picks it up.
"He or she?" She asks.
     I lean over and look at the papers. He. Boy.
"He."
"Is he going to be your choice?"
"If you want him too?" I smile, though she can't see it.
"What will we name him?"
    I thought for a moment.
"Zeus." The kitten purrs louder and meows.
    Lynn laughs.
"I think Zeus likes his name." She says.
    With the cat in her arms, me on her back, she heads to the counter. The lady she us a strange look at first but it faded. Lynn filled out paperwork and handed some money to her.
"And who is this little fella?" She smiles to us and pets the kitten. "Gotta give him a legal name."
"Zeus James."
"And is Zeus going home to a loving family?" She asks.
     I laugh lightly.
"Yeah I think our son will be well loved." Lynn says.
     ...son? Did she just say son? And it made me feel so fucking giddy.
    The woman writes his name on a line and asks for Lynn's signature. And mine.
    She walks us out and sits me on the hood of her car. She puts OUR SON in my arms before she carries me to put us in the car. I hold on to Zeus as she starts the car.
"Son?" I question.
"Uh. I just. I thought." she sounds flustered.
"Our Son." I grab her hand and squeeze lightly.
"So it's okay?"
"Yeah. I've always wanted a furbaby."
"Our furbaby. I was actually freaking out that would wouldn't want him to be OUR Son."
"I want anything and everything you're willing to give me, Ly."
    Including our future daughter named Alex. How far in the future, I have no clue... But Dad says it was real.
"Ready to show Daisy?"
"Not actually. I have a feeling she will hate me."
"She won't. It's okay, Ly."

    We ate, Daisy was still down in our room. Her dad loves Zeus. So do we.
"Alright, Girls. I have work tonight through Monday. Will you be okay for the weekend?"
"Yeah, Dad. I think we will be fine. Right, babe?"
"Of course, Father. We will be fine."
   He looks hesitant. A look to Lynn and she looked like she was going to crack under his glare.

    Alone. Besides furbabies. We are alone. I'm in her arms and we're watch Zeus cuddle up to Daisy in their cat bed. She actually love him.
    I felt Lynn kiss my cheek. I'm sad. And extremely sexually frustrated.
    I move to where she kisses my lips instead. I sigh against her lips.
"What's wrong?"
"I want you.. I want you so bad.."
"I know. I want you too but" ..
   I cut her off. "I can't do anything."
"I mean, I'm all for doing all the work. You know that. Plus you still owe me one from our bet. But I won't if you are in pain."
"I'm in pain, just not like that..." How do I put this for her...
"Ly... I'm horny."
    She laughs ..
"Knew I'd get that reaction." I groan and turn my head away. "Nevermind."
"Hey. It was the way you said it. So shy. And sexy."
"Sure."
     In a second she flips us. Pinning me down. And it only makes me more turned on.
"I was serious, J."
"Right." I pouted.
"Let me take care of you." She says as she bites her lip.
   My face instantly flushed with heat.
"I.."
"Are you nervous? Why?" She looked down to me.
"I don't know.." I admitted. I shouldn't be nervous. I shouldn't be freaked out.. I want this. Need. But... I'm scared?
"Are you sure you want this?" She looks to me, concerned.
"I do.. I want you but I want to give to you to.."
"Just let me." she places a soft kiss to my neck.
    I let out a heavy sigh to her lips on my neck. It feels like I have reentered the gates if blissful heaven, her touch's embrace.
"Just relax." She pulls from my neck and slides my sports bra over my head.
    Her eyes take me in. It was like she was seeing me for the first time. Even though we have showered together every day for the past week.
    Her eyes shine in the dimlit room. Her soul flies free behind the rhelm of her eyes. She is beautiful.
    Her hands travel down me and slides my boxers down. She gets off of me to take them off fully. I feel.. guilty...but she takes the chance to strip herself. Though we never wear much when we are home.
"You're so beautiful, Ly."
    I could see a dark red spread across her cheeks. I love to make her flustered. I love..
    She climbs on top of me, herself brushing across mine. We both let out a light gasp. She leans herself down to my lips again.
"We'll just take if slow, Okay? If it hurts, tell me. Promise to tell me?"
"Okay.."
    Her lips crash into mine, our kiss instantly deep. Her hips start to move against mine. Our parts rubbing together.
   We moan in sync in the kiss. It's soft but deep and passionate. I've missed this. Really missed her embrace.
    She moved her hips faster against me. My breathing more uneven than hers. She notices and pulls from my lips. And stops her hips.
"Am I.."
"N..No." breathe out deeply. Not lying.
    Her hips move against mine again, faster. We both moan together, she brings a soft kiss to my lips.
    Our kiss isn't deep but stays passionate. She's ready and so am I. Both feeling each others.
"Together, My love?"
"Forever."
   Her lips press to mine as we both finish. As her hips stop, she pulls back and looks at me.
"I've missed you so much, Jamie."
"I miss you still."
"But I'm here now. And I'm not leaving."
   Zeus falls off the dresser with a thud. Both of us look over to him on the floor trying to climb back up.
"Maybe to help our son out."
"Good idea."
   She gets off of me carefully and picks up Zeus.
"Heya buddy. Maybe not sleep so close to the edge?" Her voice cute towards him.
    He meows and she puts him next to Daisy. Daisy grabs him like a teddy bear and pulls him close.
"Oh my god... that is so cute."
"Our kids are getting along."
"Yeah it's great."
   She scratches behind Daisy's ear.
"LYYYYYY..."
"Yeah?"
"You be pillow?"
"Of course."
   She runs and jumps on the bed. Landing face first.
"Glad we got a king?"
"Fuck yes." She mumbles against the bed.
"You're adorable."
"Mm..no."
"Yes..."
    She looks up from the bed and smiles. Her black hair wild and crazy. She is beyond beautiful with the afterglow.
"You're so beautiful."
"You already said that today."
"But I mean it."
    She starts to crawl up to me. I can't explain how much I love her. She places a kiss to my cheek, other cheek, forehead, nose and lips.
"I love you so much, Jamie."
"Not more than I do you."
"Mm.. sure. Whatever you say, J."
"Will you Marry me?" I ask.
"Yes. But I asked first."
    She gives me another kiss before pulling me into her arms. I'm home here. I'm home.
"I love you.." I whisper before falling asleep.

... not peaceful.