The Middle (GxG) (Sequel to The Beginning)

Chapter 42

-LYNN'S P.O.V-

"What if she doesn't like it?"
"She will love it. And if not, it's not like you'll be wearing it for long."
I smacked Abby.
"Being honest, Lynn. You're beautiful. Jamie don't care if you would show up naked. Actually she would. She would be pissed because "
"I'm hers and my body is only for her eyes. Yeah, Abby. I've heard it a thousand times."
I look in the mirror, dressed in white.
"6 months. In 6 months."
"Are you nervous?" Zee asks from the bench.
"Fuck yeah. I mean, no cold feet but I'm nervous as fuck. What if she would ever want a divorce? I don't believe in divorces."
"She's mad in love with you, Lynn. I doubt she will ever leave you." Sam says.
I twirl around to look at them. "Do you think she will like it? I don't know of she will."
"I'm sure she will love it, Lynn. It's beautiful, you're beautiful." Zee smiles.
"So when is yours?"
"What?"
"Don't play stupid. Rose isn't here. Talk."
"I honestly don't know. I don't think she will ever ask me. And I don't have the balls to drop to knee."
"I don't have balls either but did it anyway."
"Yeah but you're different. You and Janie were pulled together by a tragedy, no offense."
"None taken"
"And Ro and I are just together. Never really had anything to push us in that direction, if you understand me?" Zee sighs. "Besides, even if we did. I have the money for a wedding and honeymoon already from the case. But even if it happened, when?"
"Patients?" I offer.
"Says you. 6 months, Lynn. That's crazy." Sam says.
"Oh god I know." I cover my face with my hands.
"You're going to stun her. She's going to think you're an angel." Abby said.
"She already does." Zee says.
"You guys have seen her in her dress. What does she look like?"
"We can't tell you." Abby frowns.
"That's not fair." I pout.
"Ha-ha." Zee rolls her eyes. "Not happening, bitch."
"Fine."
"So when's the bachelor's party?" Sam asked.
"What?"
"She wasn't suppose to know yet, Sam." Zee groans.
"What?"
"Saturday, we're all hanging out. I think my mom is going to give free reign of booze." Zee smiled.
"I don't want a party."
"Shut up, Lynn. You and Jamie are getting a fucking party." Abby says.
"Yeah. A goodbye to semi freedom." Sam says.
"Hey... that's not even right."
I haven't really drank much before. And I don't really know if Jamie has either.. we never talked about it. I assumed not because of the epilepsy.
"Jamie is a funny drunk." Abby says.
Well, there's my answer.
"How so?"
"Well first off, if you play video games with a drunk Jamie, you will lose hands down." Zee starts.
"And she's always tempted to strip." Abby says.
I laugh. "Of course."
"Tempted." She repeats.
"So she doesn't?"
"No. We end up stopping her before she goes that far." Abby says.
"And if she doesn't have your attention, she will literally stare you down." Zee shudders.
"She's not a lightweight. It takes her a lot to get drunk." Abby says.
"Once a whole bottle of vodka. She's fucking crazy." Zee adds.
"Damn."
"How are you when you drink?" Abby asks.
"LET ME TELL YOU THIS SHIT." Sam speaks up. "Last time Lynn actually got drunk, she ended up falling asleep on a floatbed in my pool."
"Wait, no I didn't"
"And she doesn't remember." Sam smirked. "And you were naked."
"Oh yeah! I remember the naked part. Not the pool."
They all laugh at me.
"She's not a lightweight but when she is drunk, she's crazy." Sam says.
"I've only drank like 4 times."
"All of which you were crazy."
"So, next Saturday. My place. No men." Zee turns to Abby at the last part.
"Ladies night." Abby smiles.
"Okay. I'm going to buy this one." I say as I turn back to the mirror. "Are you sure she will like it?"
"She will love it." Zee nods.

"JAMIE, I'M HOME."
I hear her running and within a second she jumps on me. I hold her tightly.
"Miss me?"
"When don't I?"
"I missed you too, Koala."
"How did it go? Did you find one?"
"Yes."
She lips connect to my neck, causing a chill to run down my spine.
"What did you do today?"
"Video games. Nothing special."
"Mm. Cute."
She giggles. I start walking towards downstairs. After a few seconds of walking I sit her on the bed.
"So.. apparently we're getting a party."
"I know."
"You do?"
"How could I not? Zee's a terrible secret keeper when it comes to me."
"Twin thing."
"NOT A TWI"
My phone dings.
"You were saying?" I hold my phone up.
"We don't have to go to the party."
Ding.
~Yes you fucking do. -Zee.
I shake my head.
"Sooner or later, Jamie. You will admit it."
"Admit what?"
"Twin thing."
"Nope."
I change out of my clothes, throwing Jamie's long tee on. The seasons are changing quickly, it's getting colder out. I love the fall and winter.
"You look sexy in my shirt."
"It's comfy."
She smiles at me.
"Want to watch a movie?" She asks.
"Are you hungry?"
"Yeah, but I don't feel like ruining the kitchen down here or upstairs."
"Order?"
"Order from?"
"Chinese?"
"I want chicken wings."
"So, pizza."
"Please?"
"Order it, babe."
She crawls back on the bed, inviting me in.
"I'm cold."
"You're wearing my hoodie."
"So. Not as warm as you."
"Okay, Koala, I'm coming."
About 3 weeks ago. I started calling her that and it stuck. She does hang onto me like one. So. It's fitting.
"What do you want?" She asks.
"Cheese."
"And buffalo wings." She adds to order and pays.
"Pick a movie, Ly."
I scroll through Netflix. Always gotta watch Burton.
She sits in my lap and we watch the movie until the doorbell rings. Racing each other up the stairs like a bunch of idiots. She answers the door because I have no pants on.
I take the pizza downstairs while she takes care of the pizza dude. She runs downstairs and goes straight for her wings.
"I want one." I pout.
"Okay."
We eat. I eat my wing but feel messy.
"You have a little something right here." Her tongue slides across my lips. She pulls back. "Got it."
"Fuck..."
"Excuse you?"
"Nothing." I lie.
"How about you tell me and we pretend you didn't just lie to me."
"It was sexy."
"Did I turn you on?"
"When don't you?"
Her hand slips passed the fabric, touching my clit. I gasp to her touch..fuck..
"Mmm. You're wet, Ly."
She pulls her hand back and licks her fingers.
"Oh fucking tease."
"I'm not a tease. I just want you to ride me."
I felt an instant blush.
"You're so cute flustered."
"No."
"Yes."
"Nooo."
She turns off the movie, smirking at me.
"I want to taste you."
She lays down on the bed.
"You dare keep me waiting?"
"Heavens no. Why would I?"
A grin only grows on her lips.
I pull my panties off and throw them at her face.
"Ly."
"I'm coming."
"You will be"
I laugh lightly and carefully climb up to her. Using the wall for extra support, she pulls me down to her lips. An instant sigh if relief.
Her tongue takes no time to slide in me. She motioned for to ride. I couldn't stop the moans.
The feel of her warm tongue sliding in and out. The burn in my thighs to riding... everything. I fucking love it.
"Jamie.. Jamie...Jamie.. J..J... fuck."
She takes her tongue out and licks up to my sweetspot. Her teeth take me in and I can't hold it.
"JAMIE" I release.
She let's go and laughs lightly before doing it again.
"JAMIE" I moan out loudly. Not releasing.
She lets go and licks down again. Her tongue taking place in me, she forces my hips down. I ride her tongue. My moans echo against the walls.
"Fuck.. Jamie.. Jamie.." her name easily rolls off my tongue. My body tenses as I ride on her.
She pulls back enough.
"Come for me, baby."
Her tongue takes place in me, the feeling of her again just sends me over.
"JAMMMMIE"
I hear her hum in happiness. My legs are shaking at her sides. She cleans me, only to make me come again by nipping at my sweetspot again.
"JAMMMIE" I release again.
She finishes cleaning me. She kisses each of my thighs, signal for me to get off. I do and collapse next to her.
"Mm." She turns to look at me. "I love the way you taste."
I don't know why but I smiled big.
"You're beautiful, Ly."
Her hand grabs mine.
"I want to take care of you."
"I love you, Ly.. But I'm really tired. I would just fall asleep at first come."
"Never had a problem with that happening before."
"I know. But I want to cuddle."
"Your wish is my command, Koala."
She smiles and climbs on top of me. She claims pillowship and nuzzles close to the nap of my next.
"6 months."
"Yeah. Got to go through Christmas first. What do you want?"
"I don't need anything, Ly."
"I can't get you anything?"
"Not really. You are all I ever want."
"You're adorable, Koala."
"Unintentionally"
"I don't believe that for a second."
She lifts her head and looks into my eyes. I see the truth clearly.
"Okay. I believe you now."
"Told you."
I lean forward and capture her lips in mine. She kisses back. And the rest of the world fades.
She pulls away with a sigh.
"So, I have a question, Ly."
"Yeah?"
"Marry me? Please dear god marry me?"
"Yeah, Koala."
She leans back in the nap of my neck, kissing her bite marks.
"Also. I have an idea of what to get you for Christmas."
"I have all I want right here in this room."
Zeus and Daisy meow and jump up on the foot of the bed.
"My kids. My girl. I'm in heaven here, Koala."
"I still am getting you something. If you so desperately want to get me something." She pauses. "Uh. Get me a new game station or something."
I laugh.. "Will do."
I actually have a list for her. Her favorite cologne, which is mine. She smells like the most sexiest of men. Which is odd seeing how I'm the man in this relationship. Nothing about us makes sense.
She wears boxers, smells like a man. I wear panties and play the man. She's the king and I'm the queen. It doesn't make sense but I love it all.
"Ly?"
"Hm?"
"Where did you go?"
"Just thinking."
"About?"
"You. Always you, Koala."
"We have to shop for our friends at some point too."
"That will be a fun" I say sarcastic.
"I know but it kind of has to be done."
"Mhm." I yawn.
"Mm"
"Jamie."
"Yeah?"
"This is really happening. I bought a fucking dress today."
"And I bought mine last week. Yeah, it's happening. Feels like a dream but I think it's real."
"Oh god if it's not real, I will die."
"Nooooo. Don't dieeee."
"Figure of speech, Koala. I'm not going anywhere."
She leans up and kisses my cheek.
"Good cause I need you."
"I need your crazy ass too."
She laughs, angels sing in my ears. She takes a deep breath. And I do what I do best. Whisper her into sleep.
"Jamie." I whisper.
"No."
"Jamie."
"No."
"Jamie."
"Nn." Her words slur as her heart slows and breath becomes more calm.
"Jamie."
"Nn"
"Jamie." I whisper one last time, knowing it's time.
"I love you, Ly." her whisper so soft.
"I love you too, Koala."
I fall asleep right after her. Only dreams that ever come anymore are of our wedding. Or Alex. And how much Jamie loves our daughter.
But I sleep with no dream. No bad dreams. Just listening to her heartbeat and the feel of her breath against my neck.